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High Occult Science for Fidem Turbare

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Part of the responsibility that I have taken on myself is to explain to leaders of the Atheist communities, who are capable of understanding, the deeper occult philosophy and meaning behind some of the religions, that these religions were indeed created by Deists and not Theists, (with the exception of Islam which was created by a violent, illiterate, child rapist, and by illiterate I mean he couldn’t read) I wanted to explain to Fidem some of the experiences she herself is going through as explained by kabbalah and Aleister Crowley’s poetry being that he was conversant in multiple different systems, as I am, to see if she gleans anything useful from it. 

Below is the tree of life, it is a Qabbalist metaphor and a memory peg system.  The theory of everything was created a long time ago by men that I refer to as the super-genii.  They didn’t have computers back in the day so they had to remember things by uploading these memory peg systems.  The curious thing about these systems is after a period of time forcing yourself to use them the system seems to start organizing information for you.  We do have cellular memory and their is a portion of ourselves that recognizes and remembers this system and reactivates.  The ancient super-genii weren’t a little smarter than we are today, they were a lot smarter, as we will see.

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If one were to take the philosophy of astrology (prior to the discoveries 7 original planet system) and over lap it with the tree of life, and overlay that with the major tarot arcanum, you would have the fully fleshed out theory of everything. The reason that I say the theory of everything is that everything only makes sense or can make sense to the human brain.  It is the human brain that makes sense of everything, the human brain is an important component in the universe.

Qabalah has been called “the western meditation tradition” and indeed it links us back to the traditions of India being the western version of the chakra system.  Qabalah is jewish mysticism based on the Zohar, in a manner of speaking “Zohar” means light.  What is fascinating is that most jews are forbidden to study Qabbalah and even the ones that are doing it aren’t doing it correctly anymore because of an innate fear instilled in them by Jewish religious leaders.  They confuse being Jewish with being able to do Qabbalah correctly, but most of them are told to focus on the path workings, which means they never get around to meditating on the sephiroth.  This is done to give them a sense that they are studying Qabalah without ever getting anything from it.  Part of this problem comes from the fact that every time there has been a Qabbalist renaissance, their has been a revolution.  The last qabbalist renaissance was in Spain about 300 years ago, right before the Jews got kicked out of Spain.

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Qabbalah, in essence, is a reinterpretation of the scripture, the Jewish religion predisposes itself to this kind of plasticity because the Pentateuch, the first  5 books of the bible, the extended version of god’s name has been devowelated, thereby predisposing itself to controversy and different interpretations, this creates a pattern something like the Sanatana Dharma inside the Jewish faith, since nobody can ultimately prove their absolute correctness or the absolute incorrectness of anybody else and since you can’t change a single letter of the pentateuch on threat of death, their is a type of equality cemented between Jews with different interpretations of the Scripture.  When times are bad on returns to the scripture and reinterprets it to remain faithful to the ancestors and still to maintain an identity in a time of turbulent change and in this manner retaining the wisdom of the Fathers.

Origins of the word[edit]

The term cabal derives from Cabala (a word that has numerous spelling variations), the Jewish mystical interpretation of the Hebrew scripture. In Hebrew it means “reception” or “tradition”, denoting the sod (secret) level of Jewish exegesis. In European culture (Christian CabalaHermetic Qabalah) it became associated withoccult doctrine or a secret.http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cabal#Origins_of_the_word

A political cult is a cult with a primary interest in political action and ideology.[86][87] Groups that some writers have termed as “political cults,” mostly advocating far-left or far-right agendas, have received some attention from journalists and scholars. In their 2000 book On the Edge: Political Cults Right and Left, Dennis Tourish and Tim Wohlforth discuss about a dozen organizations in the United States and Great Britain that they characterize as cults.[88]http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cult#Political_cults

NOW HERE IS THE PART THAT APPLIES TO YOU FIDEM

Technically, Fidem, you are highly spiritually and morally evolved, I realized this as soon as I met you, I know that you have French Jewish DNA.  Mary Magdalene went to France after Jesus death, with a girl named Black Sara or Kali Sara, you Fidem are a Kali monad, specifically this one (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Durga)  There was a Qabbalist renaissance in France too, the Cathars, they claimed that the Roman Catholic Church was too motivated by money, and the RCC sacked the castle.

You Fidem are in the top 1% of society as far as morality and higher philosophy go.  Most people can’t get as high as you are in 1,000 life times.  You will prove this to yourself over time.  People have their ceilings, I would direct you to the linguistic barrier in philosophy if you want to go as high as you can.

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NOW THIS IS WHERE IT GETS WEIRD

All of the sephiroth below the supernal triad are in da’ath, the sephiroth that doesn’t exist, because the Jews were the cult of 10, they were obsessed with the number 10, they are the source of the decimal system.  10 commandments, tithing, 10 plagues, etc.

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tithe (/ˈtð/; from Old Englishteogoþa “tenth”) is a one-tenth part of something, paid as a contribution to a religious organization or compulsory tax to government.[1] Today, tithes are normally voluntary and paid in cashcheques, orstocks, whereas historically tithes were required and paid in kind, such as agricultural products. Several European countries operate a formal process linked to the tax system allowing some churches to assess tithes.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tithe

Oh, wait, I forgot something, I have to go back.  All of the patriarchs of the bible are associated with systems of magick, which is why they were written into the bible in the form of a mythological allegory.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Abramelin_the_Mage

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Enochian_magic

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/6th_and_7th_Books_of_Moses

The 6th and 7th books of Moses form the basis of modern voodoo.  When you are fighting an enemy that has all of the resources with no resources you use voodoo.  The 10 plagues were a form of Voodoo.  The last plague was an evocation of Azrael, the Archangel of death.

Back to you.  As I was saying before the 7 sephiroth below Da’ath are in Da’ath.  Da’ath is considered the abyss, the attempt of the wizard/guru is to cross the abyss.  The Dragon with 7 heads and 10 horns is the ultimate power in the abyss, the physical world, any light you bring into the world marginalizes it’s authority and wounds it’s ego.  That corresponds to the 7 chakras, Jesus removed 7 demons from Mary Magdalene, he brought her to spiritual perfection.  She was his main student.  He succeeded in bringing the true religion to the west but not through the RCC instead rather through Freemasonry, the Western Guru Tradition, of which he was a member as was Shams, Rumi’s inspiration.

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The Dragon is ego consciousness, it can control everybody in ego consciousness.  When you cross the abyss you are in super ego and no longer under the influence of the ego consciousness.  Not being able to get to you or at you the dragon attacks those close to you turning them on you.  Anybody in ego consciousness is a potential danger.

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What you are experiencing right now is called the curse of the Magus.  Da’ath corresponds to the visuddha chakra or the voice.  Pay close attention to Scriptures 19 and 20…

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00. One is the Magus; twain His forces; four His weapons. These are the Seven Spirits of Unrighteousness; seven vultures of evil. Thus is the art and craft of the Magus but glamour. How shall He destroy Himself?

0. Yet the Magus hath power upon the Mother both directly and through Love. And the Magus is Love, and bindeth together That and This in his conjuration.

1. In the beginning doth the Magus speak Truth, and send forth Illusion and Falsehood to enslave the soul. Yet therein is the Mystery of Redemption.

2. By His Wisdom made He the Worlds; the Word that is God is none other than He.

3. How then shall He end His speech with Silence? For He is Speech.

4. He is the first and the last. How shall He cease to number Himself?

5. By a Magus is this writing made known through the mind of a Magister. The one uttereth clearly, and the other understandeth; yet the Word is falsehood, and the Understanding darkness. And this saying is Of All Truth.

6. Nevertheless it is written; for there be times of darkness, and this as a lamp therein.

7. With the Wand createth He.

8. With the Cup preserveth He.

9. With the Dagger destroyeth He.

10. With the Coin redeemeth He.

11. His weapons fulfil the wheel; and on What Axle that turneth is not known unto Him.

12. From all these actions must He cease before the curse of His Grade is uplifted from Him. Before He attain to That which existeth without Form.

13. And if at this time He be manifested upon earth as a Man, and therefore is this present writing, let this be His method, that the curse of His grade, and the burden of His attainment, be uplifted from Him.

14. Let Him beware of abstinence from action. For the curse of His grade is that He must speak Truth, that the Falsehood thereof may enslave the souls of men. Let him then utter that without Fear, that the Law may be fulfilled. And according to His Original Nature will that law be shapen, so that one may declare gentleness and quietness, being an Hindu; and another fierceness and servility, being a Jew; and yet another ardour and manliness, being an Arab. Yet this matter toucheth the mystery of Incarnation, and is not here to be declared.

15. Now the grade of a Magister teacheth the Mystery of Sorrow, and the grade of a Magus the Mystery of Change, and the grade of Ipsissimus the Mystery of Selflessness, which is called also the Mystery of Pan.

16. Let the Magus then contemplate each in turn, raising it to the ultimate power of Infinity. Wherein Sorrow is Joy, and Change is Stability, and Selflessness is Self. For the interplay of the parts hath no action upon the whole. And this contemplation shall be performed not by simple meditation— how much less then by reason? but by the method which shall have been given unto Him in His Initiation to the Grade.

17. Following which method, it shall be easy for Him to combine that trinity from its elements, and further to combine Sat-Chit-Ananda, and Light, Love, Life, three by three into nine that are one, in which meditation success shall be That which was first adumbrated to Him in the grade of Practicus (which reflecteth Mercury into the lowest world) in Liber XXVII, “Here is Nothing under its three Forms.”

18. And this is the Opening of the Grade of Ipsissimus, and by the Buddhists it is called the trance Nerodha-Samapatti.

19. And woe, woe, woe, yea woe, and again woe, woe, woe unto seven times be His that preacheth not His law to men!

20. And woe also be unto Him that refuseth the curse of the grade of a Magus, and the burden of the Attainment thereof.

21. And in the word CHAOS let the Book be sealed; yea, let the Book be sealed.

http://www.sacred-texts.com/oto/lib1.htm

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You are beyond the abyss, don’t cling to anything in the abyss for your own sake.  Speak your truth.  I know that you have had some interesting experiences, one might refer to them as spiritual or supernatural.  There is such a thing as magick, but very few people can actually use it.  First you have to become the philosopher king, removing all of the cognitive biases and logical fallacies.  Once you have done this things will start to happen.  They are already happening for you.

Siddhis[note 1] are spiritual, magicalparanormal, or supernatural powers acquired through sadhana (spiritual practices), such asmeditation and yoga.[1] People who have attained this state are formally known as siddhas.[2]

Etymology[edit]

Siddhi is a Sanskrit noun which can be translated as “perfection”, “accomplishment”, “attainment”, or “success”.[3] In Tamil the word Siddhar/Chitthar refers to someone who has attained the Siddhic powers & knowledge. Chith is pure consciousness/knowledge in Sanskrit also.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Siddhi

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Siddhartha_Buddha

Siddha-artha  😉

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https://thoughtuncommon.wordpress.com/2014/02/12/channeled-message/

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Transgressive Sacrality and the Puritannical Mindset.

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Being a westerner you are unaware that you have a western mind.  Human beings have a normative bias.  That means that we think what is normal for us is good, but not just good for us, good for everybody.  You have been given a western mind and you don’t know it, you think that you are your mind.  As such you are unaware that you have an elitist, feminist, liberal bias, that you have been indoctrinated with and exposed to all of your life.  You have been bombarded with images and narrative from that perspective.  Since the Pilgrims landed on Plymouth rock they have been preaching this perspective on life, and that perspective is antithetical to yoga, I will explain why, but first this.  This is what is normal for other. people, enjoy.

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Yoga is about non duality, it is about not thinking that you are better or superior, it is about seeing everything as onel and being in relationship with reality.  Puritans presuppose their moral authority, they presuppose their right to judge others and to judge what is good for others which is weird, because one of the tenets of this country is to be free from that manner of meddling stupidity.  3rd person parties poking their fat noses into our business and giving us their unsolicited opinions.  Externalizing your issues into the world so that you can get offended, and then you get on your high horse and start pecker slapping people with your judgments.

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So here is the thing for all of you pseudo spiritualist fruit balls.  Do you think that you know how a guru or spiritual master should comport himself?  What he should say and not say?  What words he should use?  I call that the Messiah Paradox, if you know what a spiritual master should be doing then you don’t really need a spiritual teacher do you?  Save yourself.

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The fact of the matter is that the practice of Transgressive Sacrality was created to cure exactly your psychosis, your feelings that you are better than everybody because you hold your farts in and wash your hands up to your eyebrows before you eat your raw, vegan, organic, kale chips and wash it down with your wheat grass, spirulina, freshly squozen apple drink.  Transgressive sacrality is breaking taboos, as a meditation, offending social norms so that you don’t feel that you are better than everybody else by virtue of your refusing to acknowledge that you are an animal as well, that you shit and piss like everybody else.

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Buddhism[edit]

In Buddhism “transcendence”, by definition, belongs to the mortal beings of the formless realms of existence. However, although such beings are at ‘the peak’ of Samsara, Buddhism considers the development of transcendence to be both temporary and a spiritual cul-de-sac, which therefore does not eventuate a permanent cessation of Samsara. This assertion was a primary differentiator from the other Sramana teachers during Gautama Buddha‘s own training and development.[5]

Alternatively, in the various forms of Buddhism — Theravada, Mahayana (especially Pure Land and Zen) and Vajrayana — the notion of transcendence sometimes includes a soteriological application. Except for Pure Land and Vajrayana, the role played by transcendent beings is minimal and at most a temporary expedient. However some Buddhists believe that Nirvana is an eternal, transcendental state beyond name and form, so for these Buddhists, Nirvana is the main concept of transcendence. The more usual interpretation of Nirvana in Buddhism is that it is a cessation – a permanent absence of something (namely suffering), and therefore it is not in any way a state which could be considered transcendent.

Primordial enlightenment and the dharma are sometimes portrayed as transcendent, since they can surpass all samsaric obstructions.

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You are not part of the solution, you are part of the problem.  Watch the video below of Bhagwan Shree Rajneesh and his treatise on the word fuck.  A lot of you “spiritualists” know that you are not doing anything wrong because you aren’t doing ANYTHING.  YOU AREN’T SAYING ANYTHING.  YOU ARE BLENDING IN, AND YOU HAVE NO LIGHT TO KICK.  You are what Socrates referred to as “pretenders to wisdom.”  You wouldn’t know the truth if it slapped you in the face with it’s big hairy nuts.  God will not have his will done by cowards and instead of waking people up you are lulling them to sleep.  Your enlightenment isn’t light at all, it is a grey kind of darkness, a cloudy, smoggy, sticky white light.  Concealed, closeted, white washed graves.

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14“To the angel of the church in Laodicea write:

These are the words of the Amen, the faithful and true witness, the ruler of God’s creation. 15I know your deeds, that you are neither cold nor hot. I wish you were either one or the other! 16So, because you are lukewarm—neither hot nor cold—I am about to vomit you out of my mouth.

Get over yourselves and your stupid judgments, stop trying to do better than real.  Life isn’t all pleasantries and faerie farts, sometimes things suck.  You have to take the good with the bad.  Be content with reality.  You aren’t bringing people to heaven you are making life hell now.

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VVVVV   OSHO’S TREATISE ON THE WORD “FUCK” VVVVV

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6D7rWLzloOI&list=PL01979C1E580588D8

Evaluating Greater Minds

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AN INFERIOR MIND CANNOT EVALUATE A SUPERIOR MIND.

Imagine that you are a big game hunter and you have hunted all of the deadliest animals all over the earth and you want an animal that will challenge you and give you a thrill.  You have hunted grizzly, great white shark, and rhinoceros.  You decide to hunt the man eater, the Bengal tiger.  For a year you stalk this wraith never catching sight of one, it imagines to allude you.  Determined to succeed or at least to have an interaction with the creature you redouble your effort.  Convinced that you have the drop on the creature you slide into position and raise your rifle, suddenly you hear a low guttural vibration, not even a growl, just a little noise to let you know it is right behind your ear.  Not until that moment do you realize that you were hunting a creature that was smarter than yourself.

For the sake of the story the tiger is made   smarter, but in actuality it is probably just the better hunter.  I was trying to illustrate a point however.

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There is a similar concept in comparing different types of minds.  A plane can only know a sphere as circles.  At the first introduction and the last contact the plane would know the sphere as a point that expands and then retracts and then disappears, but the plane could never know anything about the SPHERENESS of the sphere.  It could only evaluate the circleness of the sphere.  You can’t comprehend a mind greater than your own unless you become equal to that mind or superior to it.

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To put it another way, what can the plane know about the coneness of the cone?  The cone can grasp the planeness of the plane, but the reverse cannot happen.

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The reason I began to ponder this is because I am constantly the subject of scrutiny and judgments and attacks by people who can’t understand me and are not inclined to do so.  I understand them, and they understand their own perspective, but they do not know that I understand their perspective and they are not capable of understanding my own, not because I am concealing it, but because they are not capable of grasping it.  They presuppose the superiority of their opinion without testing it, and they start to attack, they don’t use Socratic dialogue or scientific method, we don’t have experiments, they just begin attacking, and not until the end do they realize that they never had a chance, they never saw me coming, I wasn’t even on their radar…

Everybody bets against me.

THE INEFFABLE NAME, RABBI BA’AL SHIVA REVEALS OCCULT SECRET

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The reason that the ineffable name can’t be pronounced is because it is “pronounced” with your thoughts, actions, and emotions, as well as your words.  The Greeks Hellenized and the Greek God Zeus, Jupiter, Jove became the Jewish god Jehovah.

A forgotten concept in early philosophy was Praxis, it means walking your talk, letting your philosophy inform your behavior.  The words practice and process come from that word as in due process.  Since in the cult of the Augures even the high priest was not above the law even he had to adhere to the Praxis.  If your philosophy didn’t get results in the world it was invalid and you were irrational, lawless, godless.  http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Praxis

Jesus was called the Logos because he was the incarnation of logic, he practiced the sciences of the day, philosophy, praxis, debate, and healing medicine.  He was a wandering philosopher and a shaktipat guru.  All of the sciences have the suffix “ology” as do all of the philosophical arts.  He was the son of god because he was reasonable, just as the high priest of the cult of the augures, from where the word Auctoritas or authority comes from had to obey and communicate the law like a prophet.  He did not arbitrarily manufacture the law like a tyrant.  The law of reason, success in relationship, was pre existent and immutable.

Philia (/ˈfɪljə/ or /ˈfɪliə/) is one of the four ancient Greek words for love.

Philia (Greekφιλία) in Aristotle‘s Nicomachean Ethics is usually translated as affectionate regard or “friendship“.[1]

A true friend is one soul in two bodies.

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The word philoish, or philosophical family, from which the word philosophy means when multiple people subscribe to the same philosophy or world view and praxis.  Jesus followers were those like a guru.  They were his philosophical family, they subscribed to his world view.

Logic (from the Greek λογικήlogos)[1]

Logic was studied in several ancient civilizations, including India,[4] China,[5] Persia and Greece. In the West, logic was established as a formal discipline by Aristotle, who gave it a fundamental place in philosophy. The study of logic was part of the classical trivium, which also included grammar and rhetoric. In the East, logic was developed by Buddhists and Jains.

Logic is often divided into three parts, inductive reasoningabductive reasoning, and deductive reasoning.

24“Therefore everyone who hears these words of mine and puts them into practice is like a wise man who built his house on the rock. 25The rain came down, the streams rose, and the winds blew and beat against that house; yet it did not fall, because it had its foundation on the rock. 26But everyone who hears these words of mine and does not put them into practice is like a foolish man who built his house on sand.27The rain came down, the streams rose, and the winds blew and beat against that house, and it fell with a great crash.”

28When Jesus had finished saying these things, the crowds were amazed at his teaching, 29because he taught as one who had authority, and not as their teachers of the law.

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THE TRUE MEANING OF NIRVANA

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According to Heinrich Zimmer, Joseph Campbell’s mentor, Buddhism is a sub sect of Shaivism.  And I agree with him.  The first Buddha came from India and realizing that people were not going to be able to receive the full teaching of No Self he prepared them for later.  It wasn’t until Nagarjuna buddha came who was also from India that the full teaching of no self was delivered hundreds of years later.

Their are so many fruity spiritualists that think that being merciful and charitable and pleasant is the concept behind no self.  It actually has to do with not identifying with the ego and the emotional intelligence.  This is the exact opposite of what he taught and the reason he didn’t want to allow women to be monks.

The Buddha’s Prediction

Ananda sat at the Buddha’s side and argued on behalf of the ordination of women. The Buddha continued to refuse the request. Finally, Ananda asked if there was any reason women could not realize enlightenment and enter Nirvana as well as men.

The Buddha admitted there was no reason a woman could not be enlightened. “Women, Ananda, having gone forth are able to realize the fruit of stream-attainment or the fruit of once-returning or the fruit of non-returning or arahantship,” he said.

Ananda had made his point, and the Buddha relented. Pajapati and her 500 followers would be the first Buddhist nuns. But he predicted that allowing women into the Sangha would cause his teachings to survive only half as long – 500 years instead of a 1,000.

http://buddhism.about.com/od/buddhisthistory/a/buddhistwomen.htm

Nirvana was not a state brought on by fruity emotionality and delusion, it was a state of accepting reality in its suchness in its beingness.  When buddha was tempted by Mara he was being provoked into any kind of emotional state, which would have been a regress into the female mind.  But buddha had completely severed any identification with emotionality and the female mind.  No desire, and no fear when Mara tried to threaten him with violence.

The bodhicitta, the heart mind, the buddhist and hindu soul, is a marriage of the emotional female brain and the analytical male brain.  Every event, every thought, every word, has emotional data and analytical data.

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He tried to explain the happiness that you experience in Nirvana is not like human happiness, it is the absence of suffering, the absence of being happy and then discontent, it is the cessation of karma.  Zero karma, that is the goal of the yogi, to separate himself from the wheel of karma, from Samskara.  No positive karma, not negative karma, and indeed, with understanding their is no karma, and everything is pregnant with meaning.

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THE CURSE OF THE MAGUS AND THE DRAGON WITH 7 HEADS

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Satya:  Could you please explain to me what is the “Curse of the Magus” and the meaning of the Dragon with 7 Heads?

Rabbi Ba’al Shiva:  I would love to, I suspect their is a reason for your asking, there is actually a connection between the two topics.  The curse of the magus is a level of spiritual revelation.  When you reach this level of initiation you are compelled to speak your truth, which is the things that were true for you on your spiritual path that led you to your realization.  According to Lon Milo Duquette, people that reach this level often end up creating new religions.  A religion is in a way a group soul, everybody in the religion models their soul after the prophet of the religion, which is to say they have the same values, they subscribe to the same world view, they have the same ontologies and consideration sets and they have the same form of the good.  this is what we call an egregore a group thought form.  The problem is that everybody’s path to god is different, you can only learn from my path insomuch as you are like me and you have the same destination and starting point. If I MapQuest directions from point A to lets say Black Angus and I gave it to some random person it would not take them to Black Angus.  So my truth from the perspective of most people will be a lie.  Speaking my truth will cause chaos, anger, panick, argument, but if I do not my fate will be worse than death.  So it is a moral imperative that I bring my light into the world and tell others what god has told me.

The problem of understanding is not the fault of the prophet but of the chela.  The prophet glimpses god and excitedly explains his vision.  The people listening cannot see god but the enthusiasm of the prophet is contagious.  They are receiving the reflected light, not the original light, it is the difference between the light of the sun and the light of the moon.  The description of the prophets experience is not the experience itself.

The dragon of revelation is what causes the problem, all of the sephiroth below chockmah, binah, and kether are contaminated with vitiated knowledge, or maya, or delusion.  It has a head in each of the 7 sephiroth.  It is the force of ego or ignorance.  It is the Lernian Hydra that keeps raising its ugly head. One can never be free as long as ignorance is alive in oneself.  When you take the pure light from the holy trinity,  the kundalini and you inject it into the lower sephiroth, they do not have a macrocosmic understanding and so the overemphasize their own importance and destroy themselves.  All of the gears fight among themselves and the machine grinds to a halt.   When the ego thinks it is god it is its own worst enemy.  it is said you can’t con an honest man, but deluded people are incapable of honesty.

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CHOOSY BEGGARS, GUILT PEDDLERS

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I get frustrated with all of these fruity spiritualists that like to conflate pleasantness with spirituality and feminine judgments with wisdom.  They always argue in favor of mercy and charity and they reward failure.  If they had ever been on a spiritual path or taken a guru they would not be so full of themselves and their arrogant judgments.  

Everywhere I go now somebody is asking for a donation or charity, when I buy pet food they ask if I want to donate, when I buy groceries and I use my card I have the option to donate, when I leave the store someone is there asking for my loose change.  Not that this is relevant but America isn’t a first world country anymore.  I think we should be worrying about taking care of ourselves, our families, our neighborhoods, and keeping our money in our economies.  

You might be interested to know that Bhagwan Nityananda told people not to give homeless people handouts.  They should be able to offer some service in exchange.  This creates a pattern in the world that is undesirable.  First of all it communicates to the beggar that they have nothing to offer.  It rewards failure.  You are not going to have less homelessness and less beggars you will have more.  In a way they do have a product that you are buying, guilt.  They portray themselves as pathetic and make a visual appeal to your sympathy and you feel pity, or guilt.  But who the fuck are you to feel pity?  You are in relationship with your own superiority, reveling in it, relishing it.  And then you get the homeless charities that try to humiliate you in public if you don’t donate something every time.  

Let me explain a little about myself, I was homeless, and I never begged, I never made a spectacle of myself or a nuisance of myself.  It took me five years to get entirely off the street and I fought and clawed my way to just above the poverty line, living paycheck to paycheck.  Even when I was living in Everett Washington in an abandoned sewer pipe that was never installed in the middle of winter, and freezing wind would blow through that thing and the fire didn’t keep me warm, every morning I walked the 5 miles into town to the cavalry church and for 5 dollars an hour I did landscape maintenance.  

I once saw this guy begging and someone gave him a dollar and he said, “is that all you got?”  with righteous indignation in his voice.  That is where the term “choosy beggar” comes from.  

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A little more about myself, I am a guru, a Shaktipat guru, a Jnani guru.  I was initiated by Gurumayi Chidvilasananda.  Nityananda is part of my spiritual lineage, Baba Muktananda was the guru of my guru and Nityananada was his guru.  This American culture wants to think of itself as spiritual but it is doing so pretentiously, falsely, unconsciously, arrogantly.

 I bet you think that Ghandi would give money to a beggar if he saw a homeless person don’t you?  Well you are dead wrong.  He wouldn’t, and if anybody tried to coerce him he would have protested loudly.  Ghandi’s grandson Arun once tossed out a pencil on the way home from school because it was too small in his estimation.  Ghandi made him go back and look for it for hours until he found it, and refused to buy him a new one.  It was a lesson to be appreciative and efficient and humble.  Not wasteful and flamboyant, and it was one single, tiny, little pencil.  

 

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