This dish has a story behind it.  I am like Mozart in that I can compose an entire symphony of flavor in my head, this recipe came to me in a vision.  People have been hounding me for it for months.  On St. Patrick’s day I decided that every person that came down to the hot tub would get a dollop of chocolate raspberry pulled pork and a little bun of squaw bread.

That look on a person’s face when they are trying something that tastes so good and something they never thought existed, when epiphany flashes across their face, like I just explained some cosmic mystery, that is what I life for.

  1. 5 lb. of country style ribs.
  2. Image one of those rounds of mexican chocolate
  3. a cup or more of whiskey
  4. ground chipotle pepper a goodly portion
  5. 1 – 2 bags of raspberries depending on how seedy you want it to be
  6. a splash of apple cider vinegar
  7. chicken broth or water
  8. I used a mexican spice blend that had anise, cloves, bay leaves, and coriander seed, it can have ancho but you want most of the pepper flavor coming from the chipotle.
  9. You might need to add more sugar I suggest maple syrup or coconut nectar
  10. Salt is one of those things you can always add later but you can never remove once you have over salted add it towards the end, and always put a little under what you believe appropriate.

Slow cook between 7 and 12 hours.  Now what I did is I put it in the freezer when it was done cooking until the fat congealed and then I picked it out.  That way you have all the flavor and none of the guilt.

I served it with a soft little dark squaw bread but you can experiment with the bread.  It can be paired with a red or dark wine or your choice of ale.

Heat it back up before you are ready to serve it and taste it one last time to be sure that your food art is expressing your wild impulsive exotic erotic self and multiple people are going to have wild sex because of tasting this intoxicating ambrosia.

And remember:

“Alchemy started in the kitchen.”





If you examine the narrative of women and the way it is in relationship with the masculine narrative you see that the female mind presupposes the surplus of the male mind while at the same time being hostile towards it.  They want men to care for them and about them while they do not return the concern.  Women presuppose an environment that is pleasant for themselves.  I call them “choosy beggars” they want something done for themselves that they can’t do for themselves and then they are very picky about how it is done for them.  

Women presuppose a pleasant environment, which is not a natural environment.  Nature isn’t pleasant, outer space isn’t pleasant, the surface of the sun isn’t pleasant, and yet women think that a man should suffer to provide these things for her. Women get angry at you for not reading their minds.  Why should I give a single fuck what she thinks?  She has words doesn’t she?  She isn’t a gurgling baby is she?  Use your big girl words.  Why shouldn’t you be reading my mind?  

How many times have you heard a woman say, “A real man….”  What makes women the authority on what is and is not a real man?  Why are men not the authority on what it is to be a real woman?  A real woman would make me a sammich without my even having to ask.  A real woman would bring her fine as sister over and smack her ass while she twerks in my face.  A real woman has had sex with more than 3 men at the same time.  

Think about it, men are bad for wanting what they want and women are good for wanting what they want.  They presuppose their moral authority over us judge us, punish us, and not participate with us whenever they want.  If my desires aren’t valid in my own relationship than fuck you bitch it is every man for himself, catch as catch can.  As Aleister Crowley once said, 

“every woman is attracted to the man with the most powerful steed and the best control of it.” 

Things have changed a bit though nowadays.  The stallion doesn’t get to control himself, women use the reigns of guilt and shame to ride your pony and the lash of a forked tongue…


Emotional Pornography



I coined this phrase to point out a false dichotomy in the way that people think and make judgments.  Men are thought of as bad and dirty for being interested in the things that they are interested in, which is where the things that women are interested in come from.  Women indulge themselves in feminine pornography and their is no law against it.  Women are more interested in children then they are in men.  A woman is sexually attracted to a man because she wants more of him in the world, but women naturally reify and expand their authority which means that once they have what they want they forget about him or try to turn him into a woman.  The man can’t win, if he allows himself to be turned into a woman she loses respect for him and interest in him and moves onto the next man.  If he refuses to be turned into a woman he is abused henpecked, scolded, ostracized, demeaned, nagged, divorced, and his money is taken from him.  

If you think I am joking in calling it emotional pornography consider this, erectile cavities exist in two places on the human body, the penis and the nipple.  Women will not tell you this but, for lots of sexually developed women that are not weird or screwed up they really, really, enjoy breast feeding.  It seems that white women have a harder time being true to their animal urges than other women that don’t over analyze what feels good. 

One more thing I want to add, when the world is so vastly overpopulated with idiots that breed much faster than smart people, why do we still look in awe upon women because of their ability to crap forth life from their front pooper?  Why do we still respect their moral authority and charity and mercy which flies in the face of reason, and holds back the hand of Sapiential Authority, wisdom? 

Ponder this, men used to refer to women as chicks, girls, babe,  things that framed them as being like the fuzzy cute little animals that they are attracted to, but we aren’t allowed to use those terms anymore, we have to respect them as equals when they don’t think like us, act like us, or listen to us, and they prevent us from getting what we want.  Why don’t we say that women are matronizing children.  Maybe we should force women to treat children like their equals and stop condescending to them.  Wouldn’t that make the world a ton better? 






North East West South



horizon, high noon

Oeste, St. John’s day, midsummer, the dying father                   Easter, Ishtar, Isis, Eostre, the sistrum waking the sun.

Sun set

the dogs of war. 




grave matters

There are not 4 suns at sunrise, mid day, sunset, and midnight, but one sun in all 4 places.

Isis can resurrect the dead father because the sacred feminine and sacred masculine are one. 


the true feminine is latent in the true masculine

and the true masculine is latent in the true feminine. 

The Mourningstar is the evening star.



Perfection in Imperfection



In the garden is before time, 

I am Adam, I am Eve, I am the Serpent, I am the Tree, you are all me.

Genesis, going in, inhale

Exodus, exhale exile

the in breaths and out breaths of Brahma

Upon being born you inhale

Upon dying you exhale the spirit. 

Whether one or many, I am what I shall prove to be. 

As-salam alaykum, 

Shalom, Lechaim

Peace to the Elohim

all one or alone

Imperfection is in the eye of the beholder. 




It only makes sense if you are looking at it from the outside in.

You have to wrap your mind around it like a snake,

and your body has to be made of eyes.

You have to eat yourself over and over again as fast as you can.

That is how you ascend, that is how you turn into light

That is how you cross the abyss, raise the kundalini

That is how you become immortal, maha samadhi.

Lose all sympathy for stasis and stagnation

energy is matter moving quickly

matter is light not moving

set fire to that which is inert in yourself

become pure consciousness.




The reason that the ineffable name can’t be pronounced is because it is “pronounced” with your thoughts, actions, and emotions, as well as your words.  The Greeks Hellenized and the Greek God Zeus, Jupiter, Jove became the Jewish god Jehovah.

A forgotten concept in early philosophy was Praxis, it means walking your talk, letting your philosophy inform your behavior.  The words practice and process come from that word as in due process.  Since in the cult of the Augures even the high priest was not above the law even he had to adhere to the Praxis.  If your philosophy didn’t get results in the world it was invalid and you were irrational, lawless, godless.

Jesus was called the Logos because he was the incarnation of logic, he practiced the sciences of the day, philosophy, praxis, debate, and healing medicine.  He was a wandering philosopher and a shaktipat guru.  All of the sciences have the suffix “ology” as do all of the philosophical arts.  He was the son of god because he was reasonable, just as the high priest of the cult of the augures, from where the word Auctoritas or authority comes from had to obey and communicate the law like a prophet.  He did not arbitrarily manufacture the law like a tyrant.  The law of reason, success in relationship, was pre existent and immutable.

Philia (/ˈfɪljə/ or /ˈfɪliə/) is one of the four ancient Greek words for love.

Philia (Greekφιλία) in Aristotle‘s Nicomachean Ethics is usually translated as affectionate regard or “friendship“.[1]

A true friend is one soul in two bodies.


The word philoish, or philosophical family, from which the word philosophy means when multiple people subscribe to the same philosophy or world view and praxis.  Jesus followers were those like a guru.  They were his philosophical family, they subscribed to his world view.

Logic (from the Greek λογικήlogos)[1]

Logic was studied in several ancient civilizations, including India,[4] China,[5] Persia and Greece. In the West, logic was established as a formal discipline by Aristotle, who gave it a fundamental place in philosophy. The study of logic was part of the classical trivium, which also included grammar and rhetoric. In the East, logic was developed by Buddhists and Jains.

Logic is often divided into three parts, inductive reasoningabductive reasoning, and deductive reasoning.

24“Therefore everyone who hears these words of mine and puts them into practice is like a wise man who built his house on the rock. 25The rain came down, the streams rose, and the winds blew and beat against that house; yet it did not fall, because it had its foundation on the rock. 26But everyone who hears these words of mine and does not put them into practice is like a foolish man who built his house on sand.27The rain came down, the streams rose, and the winds blew and beat against that house, and it fell with a great crash.”

28When Jesus had finished saying these things, the crowds were amazed at his teaching, 29because he taught as one who had authority, and not as their teachers of the law.



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