Information Shock

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It is possible to know everything about anybody.  We don’t know how to evaluate the information.  We don’t know what we should be paying attention to.  We are horrified by what we see on the internet which is now creeping into the news.  We don’t want it to exist in the world.  But where are the boundaries?  Can I even be free in my own head?  To think what I want to think?  Or can I be considered a criminal for my very thoughts?  Not even actions, thoughts. 

Who are the people that get to judge my thoughts?  Who are they that get to scrutinize and judge me?  Sitting in their ivory towers, with their puritanical judgements, priding themselves on never having stepped into the mire of the low brows.  Are they not the living dead?  They feel superior to me because they are refusing to live life and make mistakes.  

The people that are watching us have no business watching us and no ability to evaluate us.  Sexual repression turns into perverted expression.  Those sitting in judgement are not making things better they are part of the problem.  Closeted freaks.  Gone is the country where we could say, “I may not agree with what you say but I will fight to the death for your right to say it.”  We are not allowed to speak or even think something that is unpleasant.  

We do not have the positive freedoms that our founding fathers granted us, we have negative freedom.  We are no longer free to, we are free from.  Free from freedom, free from relationship, free from freedom of speech, free from pursuing our own happiness, free from failing, free from succeeding.  All we can do is trudge along and allow unseen corporate oligarchs reappropriate the wealth that we have created at their whim through taxation, manipulation, or overt theft, as in the case of the stock market and the sub-prime mortgage dropout. 

I do stand up as Adam Wolfe check out my page.

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I do stand up as Adam Wolfe check out my page.

this is one of my quotes.  I practice transgressive sacrality through my stand up comedy.  Stand up is the last bastion of freedom of speech.  If you can be offended you need to be offended.  No more Ellen De generic comedians, “lets tell some quirky stories that don’t hurt anybody’s hyper-sensitive feelings.” 

26,000 Sexual Assault Cases in the Millitary

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This is the fault of the American people and their stupid judgement making abilities, there I said it, I feel better, allow me to explain….  Our military is full of manly men that like being manly men, they are unapologetically masculine as they should be if they are going to protect our country from foreign threats.  They are proud of being men, full up to their eyeballs with semen and nothing to do with it.  Living in a sexless country.  It is easy to say to yourself “well that sounds like a their problem kind of thing.”

 Thinking that they should just not have sex is not a valid solution.  That mentality is part of the problem.  It might be easy for some sexless, pussy starved, vagina worshiping armchair philosopher to think that one can go on a 1-10 year tour of duty and forego sex but that perspective is stupid and wrong.  There is no easy solution because none of the solutions survive our superficial aesthetic snap decisions, none of the solutions look good at a glance, it is an ugly problem and the solution is going to be unattractive as well but we cannot hide from the problem by sticking our heads in our butts.  It was our avoiding understanding that caused the problem in the first place.  These guys are fuckers not fuckees, they pride themselves on not getting fucked while fucking.  

Possible solutions, the government pays for prostitutes.  Can you imagine the outcry of the american people?  people complaining that their taxes are paying prostitutes?  and what is a good rate?  What if the Muslims found out that we were paying for prostitutes in their country?  They would have moral leverage.  This isn’t like vietnam where there was a booming sex trade.  Muslims don’t want Americans sleeping with their women, they are racist and tribal to an extent that is not allowed by Americans for their own people.  

Anybody that says sex isn’t a necessity is an idiot.  Sex is a need, not a luxury and the people that say different are not strong enough, smart enough, honest enough, or fast enough to defend this country from its enemies.  If you can’t rap your mind around an unattractive solution for an ugly problem you have no business weighing in on the matter.  I despise chicken hawks because they need others to do something for them that they can’t do for themselves and then they sit in arrogant judgement of the needs and demands of those saving them from themselves.  I call them choosy beggars.  But by all means, lets put some guns in the hands of some hipster doucebags, froggy bull-dikes, armchair philosophers, smug elitists, feminazis, and have them put their money where there mouth is.  

Protecting this country is the problem and responsibility of every one living here.  Just like Israel everyone should have to serve 2 years in the military so we do not have this douchey sense of separateness and superiority created by specialization, and feel like we can sit in judgement of those sacrificing themselves for us.  The reason that you can be a radical pacifist and a vegan and a liberal elitist feminist douchebag is because of the efforts of these people that you despise, not in spite of them.  Anyway, take a look at a piece I wrote a while back on the history of rape.  

 

http://finscribeofwisdom.blogspot.com/2013/03/history-of-rape-rape-of-sabine-women-by.html

Anthony’s Wiener

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Too much information!  We live in an information age and we are privy to knowing everything about everyone.  The world is not changing, what we know about the world is changing.  We are seeing ourselves in our true state.  We shouldn’t know about Anthony Weiner’s wiener, we shouldn’t care about it, it shouldn’t be news worthy.  The fact that he sexts his wiener to tons on internet hoes doesn’t impact the way in which he does his job.  He has obviously NOT been bribing women not to expose his care package so that argument is invalid.  He has not and is not going to allow himself to be blackmailed over something so trivial, well not so trivial, nudge, nudge, wink, wink.  My point is he is not going to steal from government funds to cover his love tackle, as a matter of fact there is probably nothing that could convince him to cover his junk.  

 

This reminds me of my reaction to the Clinton fiasco.  Clinton lied about something that was NONE OF OUR BUSINESS in the first place.  I don’t know what his relationship is with Hillary, maybe they have an open relationship.  The only thing I should care about is how he treats me.  Clinton didn’t fuck me, he didn’t cheat on me, he was good to me, he looked out for me, I don’t care what he does with his cigar, sometimes a cigar is just a cigar, but George w. Bush, fucked me every single day he was in office.  

 

Lucky Fire and Lucifer Worship

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Imagine for a second that the Jesus that you conceive of is not the christ and the devil you conceive of is not Satan but jesus is the devil.  Jesus was the devil to more people than he was the christ to.  When he got started it was just a personality cult.  I personally think that when he said he was adonai sabaoth he was saying not so much that he was the lord of the sabbath but the god of death, and when he said he was the Morning Star he was saying that he was lucifer herald of the light.  
 
Everyday people ask us in one way or another if we are good people, which is stupid because there is no way to know if my experience of myself is going to be the same as their experience of me and in my past it is rarely the case.  Still people meter your hesitation to say that you are good and if you say, “no, I am not good.”  they cringe in horror.  I have a saying, “it’s not the asshole in front of you that you have to worry about, it’s the dick behind you.”  People that ask if you are a good person are idiots, because psychopaths are prepared for this question to slip past your threat filter.  The person asking the question is to much of an idiot to realize they should come to a conclusion on the subject using their own resources and opinions, but humans are stupid and they make decisions stupidly.  If somebody asks me if I am a good person or if I worship the lord I say, “no, I am an asshole.”  When the truth of the matter is that I really like myself and I don’t want to have idiots for friends and I just disagree on who jesus actually was and what he was trying to communicate to future generations.  He was a revolutionary and he wanted to overthrow the status quo, but when his peeps became the establishment his rhetoric was too inflammatory to remain uncorrupted so his light was attenuated and his message warped. 
 
 
Today is august 8, 2013 as I am writing this,  because of an epiphany I had today.  I kicked a lot of light at the hot tub and I went deep into my trance states.  I remained in trance almost all day.  It happens sometimes.  In this altered state I pondered where my new found abilities and powers were coming from and why they were increasing, especially of late.  I realized that as my wisdom increases I find myself more and more attracted to the darkness and repelled by the sticky white light of false christianity.  I don’t want to sit at the spiritual childrens table anymore, I want to eat steak with the adults, milk is for kids.  Children need a happy, harmless, beautiful superman to save them from their fuck ups whether they learn their lessons or not, that is vanilla Jesus.  What kind of god wants a troup of tittering, twitterpated, toddlers traipsing around tapping texts and testifying tastelessly?  
 
If we assume that “god” is a tautology of “life” and “nature” and that we will only love it if it is good and pleasant as judged from our perspective this is not rational, this is deluded.  Life is not only enjoyable and nature is anything but pleasant.  We have edited our consideration set so that god cannot communicate anything but pleasantries to us or it is not divine.  I call this the pleasantness fallacy, there is no way to tell an idiot that he is an idiot pleasantly.  It is because he is an idiot that he doesn’t know that he is an idiot.  In a state of nature such a one would be eaten or die a painful death as a tax for their stupidity, but in “civilized” society we keep lowering the bar so that stupider and stupider people can have a feeling of equality to people that are their betters, and we counter-incentivize evolution by punishing people for succeeding.  Nature rewards the faster, stronger, more enduring, and the smarter with survival and many children.  the weak take refuge in their strong arms and they serve happily because they know that it is not the strong and smart that are the cause of the bad, it is nature.  We have created a haven for morons, grown children, an idiocracy.  We are doing in america the same thing that was done in russia, “from those with greater ability to those with greater need.”  It creates a disparate impact in favor of need.  We are rewarding failure.  Not to mention people are acquisitively mimetic and when they see a strategic behavior rewarded they copy it.  
 
I was raised as a Jehovah’s Witness to love god and hate the devil, but I converted to deism and my god became reason in man.  I learned all of the cognitive biases, and the logical fallacies, I learned to debate, I learned the philosophies and the sciences and made myself a rational man, homo sapiens, a real human.  It was at that point that all of the weird shit started happening.  I became aware of orgone and spontaneously began being able to move it and heal and teach other people.  I had insight and foresight, I could predict things that were about to happen.  I was recently reminded that chockmah is wisdom beyond reason, and this was verified by learning that the grade of philosophicus is attained before that of the wizard or magus.  
 
God is omnipotent, all powerful, that means that all will in the universe is his will and in the end only gods will is done.  The word goes out from his mouth and doesn’t return to him until his will is done perfectly.  So everything done in the universe is allowed to happen by god and leads up to his endgame which we will not know until the end.  Furthermore, by that logic all worship will return to god, all worship is worship of god, or an approaching to the worshipping of god in his true form as he is.  Would god, in whatever form he exists, not be offended if we only worshipped him as long as he did not teach us or punish us or express anger to us?  Who is in charge of that relationship?   We don’t grow to understand his plight or embrace his imperfection, but we sit in judgement of god.  Would he not feel rejected?  slighted?
 
Jesus said, “let your eye be single,” this is a tautology of yoga, practicing a unified perspective on reality.  Advaita means unvitiated, unseparated.  Yoga means to yoke or to make one.  Your philosophy, your soul, is your world view and must pertain to everything, it must not be partial or biased but it must be a meritocracy, it must not create disparate impact.  As long as i am operating on survival data, this is good, that is bad, I am averse, I am avoiding that which I don’t want which means i am operating on vitiated knowledge, an unsustainable, dualistic perspective on reality, seeing something that is one as two.  Good and bad, god and the devil, life and death.  Shiva is the god of death and he was the most neglected of the Indian trinity, the people that liked to party and have fun didn’t want to have their buzz harshed by thinking about death, wisdom, responsibility and such grave matters.  So they would disrespect him by not setting a place for him at their table.  He was uninvited.  
 
I said to myself today in my heart, “I love lucifer” and I felt happy and loved and protected and understood like I have never felt in my life.  I felt like I had come home and my father hugged me and told me he was proud of me.  Why is Satan so much more generous than god?  What if what we think of god is actually a facade, a test, to root out those that are unworthy, to see which will choose poorly and which will choose wisely.  It makes me think of rumis quixotic rhymes.  
 
“The wound is the place where the Light enters you.” 
― Rumi
 
“Knock, And He’ll open the door
Vanish, And He’ll make you shine like the sun
Fall, And He’ll raise you to the heavens
Become nothing, And He’ll turn you into everything.” 
― Rumi
“Ignore those that make you fearful and sad, that degrade you back towards disease and death.” 
― Rumi
and that makes me in turn think of Nietzsche
 
“you must be ready to burn yourself in your own flame;
how could you rise anew if you have not first become ashes?” 
― Friedrich NietzscheThus Spoke Zarathustra
 
“The lonely one offers his hand too quickly to whomever he encounters.” 
― Friedrich NietzscheThus Spake Zarathustra: A Book for All and None
 
“I am a forest, and a night of dark trees: but he who is not afraid of my darkness, will find banks full of roses under my cypresses.” 
― Friedrich NietzscheThus Spoke Zarathustra
 
“But the worst enemy you can meet will always be yourself; you lie in wait for yourself in caverns and forests. Lonely one, you are going the way to yourself! And your way goes past yourself, and past your seven devils! You will be a heretic to yourself and witch and soothsayer and fool and doubter and unholy one and villain. You must be ready to burn yourself in your own flame: how could you become new, if you had not first become ashes?” 
― Friedrich NietzscheThus Spoke Zarathustra
 
“Of all that is written, I love only what a person hath written with his blood. Write with blood, and thou wilt find that blood is spirit.
It is no easy task to understand unfamiliar blood; I hate the reading idlers.
He who knoweth the reader, doeth nothing more for the reader. Another century of readers–and spirit itself will stink.
Every one being allowed to learn to read, ruineth in the long run not only writing but also thinking.
Once spirit was God, then it became man, and now it even becometh populace.
He that writeth in blood and proverbs doth not want to be read, but learnt by heart.
In the mountains the shortest way is from peak to peak, but for that route thou must have long legs. Proverbs should be peaks, and those spoken to should be big and tall.
The atmosphere rare and pure, danger near and the spirit full of a joyful wickedness: thus are things well matched.
I want to have goblins about me, for I am courageous. The courage which scareth away ghosts, createth for itself goblins–it wanteth to laugh.” 
― Friedrich NietzscheThus Spoke Zarathustra
 
 
After reading this essay I suggest you read all of Matthew 7 in the same spirit, but most importantly this verse:
 

True and False Disciples

21“Not everyone who says to me, ‘Lord, Lord,’ will enter the kingdom of heaven, but only the one who does the will of my Father who is in heaven. 22Many will say to me on that day, ‘Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in your name and in your name drive out demons and in your name perform many miracles?’23Then I will tell them plainly, ‘I never knew you. Away from me, you evildoers!’

Light in the World

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The father principle says to the mother principle

I know what I am doing.

You don’t know what I am doing and you are inducing that I don’t know what I am doing.

You have forgotten to account for the fact that you are a idiot.

You need to subtract your judgments and interpretations from the equation.

Lynn: You channeled this brilliant piece a few nights ago I wanted you to expound upon what it means symbolically and in the realm of the occult.

Joxua: Well, as you know I am personal friends with Lon Milo Duquette and I happen to know a little bit about Kabbalah.  One of the central texts of which is the Zohar which deals entirely with the topic of how light/wisdom comes into the world or is prevented from coming into the world.  This pattern is so deep and all encompassing its difficult to know where to begin.  This pattern happens in relationship of any kind.  It happens inside the individual, it happens in politics, in religion, in the family, everywhere.  These three principles are part of the psyche.

To quote Deborah Tannen, the mother “ventriloquizes” which means she turns the baby’s emotional gobbledygook into words so that the father can know what the child is thinking and she tempers the father’s voice so that it is not too harsh for the child.  The mother principle acts like the messiah, a go between, a liason, between god and man.  But she runs the risk of usurping the masculine voice and corrupting its message.  Wisdom comes into the world when the message between the father and the son is uncorrupted, when reason and action are married and not attenuated by fear or puritanical pursuits or blocked by moral authority.

The mother principle presupposes pleasantness which is unnatural especially from the perspective of the father who is in contention with the war of all against all, but pleasantness is necessary for the survival of the child, which is necessary for the survival of the species.  The mother will often protect the child’s aberrations along with the child’s feelings which means the child grows up with mental and emotional diseases if the authority of the mother is not checked.

The father wants the child to be in relationship with reality as it is and wants the child to relate functionally towards society.

What we see happening in the United States is that we do not have a passage into adulthood which ends the authority of the mother.  Grown adults are children, they constantly beg for mercy and charity appealing to the authority of the mother.  Women divorce their husbands so they don’t have to listen to them but they still extract a fee from them while indoctrinating their children into the hatred of masculinity and the worship of femininity.  Thus usurping sapiential authority and preventing wisdom from entering the world, the light of reason.

The same pattern happens inside every individual logic and reason are difficult and painful.  There is no wisdom without sacrifice, but we coddle our emotions and we protect our mental and emotional diseases, creating relationships more quickly on their account than we do ally ourselves with our better angels.

Lynn: Oh my god, that what you mean when you say the disease is in relationship with itself through us!

Joxua: Yes, if you think about the concept of demonic possession the way in which people form relationships with one another makes it seems much more plausible.  There is a force in the world that hates wisdom and rises up against it to thwart it. Light cannot be brought into the world by one person alone or without struggle which is why God does not accept the worship of cowards, weaklings or idiots. Their worship is idolatry because they don’t know God and you can’t love what you don’t know.

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