As I was telling Fidem Turbāre there is a secret symbolic language. This language is based on Jewish exegesis. The bible is not literally true, it is a mythological allegory. Ask yourself What are modern day myths? Who is creating the modern day Mythos? Are they not predominantly Mix raced Jews? Wasn’t superman based on the ubermensch who is also the messiah? Is not red skull the German superman? and is Captain America not the American superman? Are they not Heros? Modern day Hercules, Horuses?
I am going to preface this with the opening to lon milo duquettes book THE KEY TO SOLOMON’S KEY:
It’s 4 a.m. I creep quietly passed the rooms of my sleeping Brothers and out to the darkened hallway that leads to the staircase to the atrium. . . There are 5 statues here whose bronze presences I am moved to honor: Temperance, Prudence, Fortitude, and Justice. They are positioned at the corners of the room which I slowly circumambulate as I move from pedestal to pedestal. The 5th goddess stands in the very center of the hall and bears no inscription or emblem. She simply holds her finger to her lips as if to hush the universe. It is here at the feet of silence I sit down on the cool floor and close my eyes.
In late Greek mythology as developed in Ptolemaic Alexandria, Harpocrates (Ancient Greek: Ἁρποκράτης) is the god of silence. Harpocrates was adapted by the Greeks from the Egyptian child god Horus. To the ancient Egyptians, Horus represented the newborn Sun, rising each day at dawn. When the Greeks conquered Egypt under Alexander the Great, they transformed the Egyptian Horus into their Hellenistic god known as Harpocrates, a rendering from Egyptian Har-pa-khered or Heru-pa-khered(meaning “Horus the Child”). http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Harpocrates
There were two Horuses, this is something most people don’t know.
The two H’s represent Isis and Nephthys, I am not making this stuff up, this is legit.
Here is a painting I started but haven’t finished.
- 30. came to the house of the Beloved, and the wine was like fire that flieth with green wings through the world of waters
- 31. I felt the red lips of nature and the black lips of perfection. Like sisters they fondled me their little brother; they decked me out as a bride; they mounted me for Thy bridal chamber. http://hermetic.com/crowley/libers/lib65.html IV
Now that you are completely certain that I am insane, I will explain what this has to do with the movie Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles.
Raphael (Standard Hebrew רָפָאֵל, Rāfāʾēl, “It is God who heals”, “God Heals”, “God, Please Heal”) is an archangel ofJudaism and Christianity, who in the Judeo-Christian tradition performs all manners of healing.
Due to his actions in the Book of Tobit and the Gospel of John, St. Raphael is accounted patron of travelers, the blind, happy meetings, nurses, physicians, medical workers, matchmakers, Christian marriage, and Catholic studies. As a particular enemy of the devil, he was revered in Catholic Europe as a special protector of Catholic sailors: on a corner of Venice’s famous Doge’s Palace, there is a relief depicting Raphael holding a scroll on which is written: Efficia fretum quietum (“Keep the Gulf quiet”). http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Raphael_(archangel)#Veneration
Michael (“who is like God?“, Hebrew: מִיכָאֵל (pronounced [mixåˈʔel]), Micha’el or Mîkhā’ēl; Greek: Μιχαήλ, Mikhaḗl;Latin: Michael (in the VulgateMichahel); Arabic: ميخائيل, Mīkhā’īl) is an archangel in Jewish, Christian, and Islamic teachings.
Michael is mentioned three times in the Book of Daniel, once as a “great prince who stands up for the children of your people”. The idea that Michael was the advocate of the Jews became so prevalent that in spite of the rabbinical prohibition against appealing to angels as intermediaries between God and his people, Michael came to occupy a certain place in the Jewish liturgy.
Uriel means “Fire of God,” or “Light of God” (II Esdras 4:1, 5:20). He is depicted holding a sword against the Persians in his right hand, and a flame in his left.
In Abrahamic religions, Gabriel (Hebrew: גַּבְרִיאֵל, ModernGavri’elTiberianGaḇrîʼēl, God is my strength; Arabic: جبريل,Jibrīl or جبرائيل Jibrāʾīl) is an angel who typically serves as a messenger sent from God to certain people.
Angels are described as pure spirits.  The lack of a defined form allows artists wide latitude in depicting them.Amelia R. Brown draws comparisons in Byzantine iconography between portrayals of angels and the conventions used to depict court eunuchs. Mainly from the Caucasus, they tended to have light eyes, hair, and skin; and those “castrated in childhood developed a distinctive skeletal structure, lacked full masculine musculature, body hair and beards,….” As officials, they would wear a white tunic decorated with gold. Brown suggests that “Byzantine artists drew, consciously or not, on this iconography of the court eunuch”. Some recent popular works on angels consider Gabriel to be female orandrogynous.
The Hebrew Bible uses the terms מלאכי אלוהים (malakhi Elohim; Angels of God), “The Hebrew word for angel is “malach,” which means messenger, for the angels are God’s messengers to perform various missions.” מלאכ י י (malakhi Adonai; Angels of the Lord), בני אלוהים (b’nai elohim; sons of God) and הקדושים (ha-qodeshim; the holy ones) to refer to beings traditionally interpreted as angelic messengers. Other terms are used in later texts, such as העליונים (ha-elyonim, the upper ones, or the ultimate ones). http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Archangel#In_Judaism
I only have 10 minutes to finish this blog so i am going to blaze through it and let you figure the rest out yourself.
Master Splinter is the Shin, the sh, the teacher. He is the heart.
November 23, 1888 – September 28, 1964
Born Adolph, he changed his name to Arthur during World War I but was known professionally as Harpo. The second oldest of the four Marx brothers comedy team, Harpo rarely if ever spoke while in character but was renowned as a mime and harpist. His ready wit was recognized with his inclusion as a member of the Algonquin Round Table in New York.
I have been contemplating this for a while and I feel that I must do this now. Today I give Fidem Turbāre a new name. I as a shaktipat guru have that ability. I have realized that my words have power, people can ignore that power or they can argue that my words don’t have power but none of that prevents my words from having the power that they do indeed have. This is not going to be her only name, it doesn’t require any change in her behavior. What it does is it connects her with my guru lineage. It grants her a type of authority. It makes her part of a philosophical family, a philoish, that goes back to the beginning of civilization.
Her guru lineage is now as follows, Myself Shivah Solomon, or Shivastus Solomonicus, ( I was given shaktipat initiation by Gurumayi Chidvilasananda, she never gave me a name, so I did not adopt the suffix ananda, my mission was to create a different order of monks, those of the blue robes, the Zed) my guru was Gurumayi Chidvilasananda, her guru was Baba Muktananda, his guru was Bhagawan Nityananda. The name that I bequeath upon her is Kali Satdurgananda.
Kālī (/ˈkɑːli/; Sanskrit: काली, IPA: [kɑːliː]), also known as Kālikā (Sanskrit: कालिका), is the Hindugoddess associated with empowerment, shakti. She is the fierce aspect of the goddess Durga (Parvati). The name Kali comes from kāla, which means black, time, death, lord of death: Shiva. Since Shiva is called Kāla— the eternal time — the name of Kālī, his consort, also means “Time” or “Death” (as in “time has come”). Hence, Kāli is the Goddess of Time and Change. Although sometimes presented as dark and violent, her earliest incarnation as a figure of annihilation of evil forces still has some influence. Various Shakta Hindu cosmologies, as well as Shākta Tantric beliefs, worship her as the ultimate reality or Brahman. Comparatively recent devotional movements largely conceive Kāli as a benevolent mother goddess. Kālī is represented as the consort of Lord Shiva, on whose body she is often seen standing. Shiva lies in the path of Kali, whose foot on Shiva subdues her anger. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kali
Sat (Sanskrit: सत्) is a Sanskrit adjective meaning “the ideal; pure and true essence (nature)” of an entity or existence in the Vedanta. It can thus be concluded as “the self-existent or Universal Spirit, Brahman“. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sat_(Sanskrit)
Durga (Hindustani pronunciation: [ˈd̪ʊrɡaː]; Sanskrit: दुर्गा), meaning “the inaccessible” or “the invincible”, is the most popular incarnation of Devi and one of the main forms of the Goddess Shakti in the Hindu pantheon. Durga is the original manifested form of Mother Adi-Parashakti. Durga is Adi-Parashakti herself. The Devi Gita, declares her to be the greatest Goddess. Thus, she is considered the supreme goddess and primary deity in Shaktism, occupying a place similar to Lord Krishna in Vaishnavism. According to Skanda Purana, the goddess Parvati accounted the name “Durga” after she killed the demon Durgamaasura. Goddess Parvati is considered to be the complete incarnation of Adi Parashakti or Goddess Durga, with all other goddesses being her incarnations or manifestations. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Durga
Ānanda (Sanskrit: आनन्द) literally means bliss or happiness. In the HinduVedas, Upanishads and Bagavad gita, ānanda signifies eternal bliss which accompanies the ending of the rebirth cycle. Those who renounce the fruits of their actions and submit themselves completely to the divine will, arrive at the final termination of the cyclical life process (saṃsāra) to enjoy eternal bliss (ānanda) in perfect union with the godhead. The tradition of seeking union with God through passionate commitment is referred to as bhakti, or devotion.
Furthermore, ānanda is an euphemism for sexual pleasure and orgasm. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/%C4%80nanda_(Hindu_philosophy)
When I was studying the philosophy of Siddha Yoga Baba Muktananda had named one of his disciples Durgananda, she was terrible, a waist of bandwidth. She didn’t have anything to say and she had no light to kick, she was blocking the light in herself, I learned nothing from her. I often wonder if it wasn’t a joke on the part of Muktananda to give her that name. The word dirge actually comes from the sanskrit word durga, it was as though she just liked making this terrible sad monotone sound, I hated it. Anyway, part of this name is to make a correction to that in naming Fidem Turbare as the true Durgananda.
dirge is a somber song or lament expressing mourning or grief, such as would be appropriate for performance at a funeral. The English word dirge is derived from the LatinDirige, Domine, Deus meus, in conspectu tuo viam meam (“Direct my way in your sight, O Lord my God”), the first words of the first antiphon in the Matins of the Office for the Dead, created on basis of Ps. 5:9. The original meaning of dirge in English referred to this office. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dirge
Part of the responsibility that I have taken on myself is to explain to leaders of the Atheist communities, who are capable of understanding, the deeper occult philosophy and meaning behind some of the religions, that these religions were indeed created by Deists and not Theists, (with the exception of Islam which was created by a violent, illiterate, child rapist, and by illiterate I mean he couldn’t read) I wanted to explain to Fidem some of the experiences she herself is going through as explained by kabbalah and Aleister Crowley’s poetry being that he was conversant in multiple different systems, as I am, to see if she gleans anything useful from it.
Below is the tree of life, it is a Qabbalist metaphor and a memory peg system. The theory of everything was created a long time ago by men that I refer to as the super-genii. They didn’t have computers back in the day so they had to remember things by uploading these memory peg systems. The curious thing about these systems is after a period of time forcing yourself to use them the system seems to start organizing information for you. We do have cellular memory and their is a portion of ourselves that recognizes and remembers this system and reactivates. The ancient super-genii weren’t a little smarter than we are today, they were a lot smarter, as we will see.
If one were to take the philosophy of astrology (prior to the discoveries 7 original planet system) and over lap it with the tree of life, and overlay that with the major tarot arcanum, you would have the fully fleshed out theory of everything. The reason that I say the theory of everything is that everything only makes sense or can make sense to the human brain. It is the human brain that makes sense of everything, the human brain is an important component in the universe.
Qabalah has been called “the western meditation tradition” and indeed it links us back to the traditions of India being the western version of the chakra system. Qabalah is jewish mysticism based on the Zohar, in a manner of speaking “Zohar” means light. What is fascinating is that most jews are forbidden to study Qabbalah and even the ones that are doing it aren’t doing it correctly anymore because of an innate fear instilled in them by Jewish religious leaders. They confuse being Jewish with being able to do Qabbalah correctly, but most of them are told to focus on the path workings, which means they never get around to meditating on the sephiroth. This is done to give them a sense that they are studying Qabalah without ever getting anything from it. Part of this problem comes from the fact that every time there has been a Qabbalist renaissance, their has been a revolution. The last qabbalist renaissance was in Spain about 300 years ago, right before the Jews got kicked out of Spain.
Qabbalah, in essence, is a reinterpretation of the scripture, the Jewish religion predisposes itself to this kind of plasticity because the Pentateuch, the first 5 books of the bible, the extended version of god’s name has been devowelated, thereby predisposing itself to controversy and different interpretations, this creates a pattern something like the Sanatana Dharma inside the Jewish faith, since nobody can ultimately prove their absolute correctness or the absolute incorrectness of anybody else and since you can’t change a single letter of the pentateuch on threat of death, their is a type of equality cemented between Jews with different interpretations of the Scripture. When times are bad on returns to the scripture and reinterprets it to remain faithful to the ancestors and still to maintain an identity in a time of turbulent change and in this manner retaining the wisdom of the Fathers.
Origins of the word
The term cabal derives from Cabala (a word that has numerous spelling variations), the Jewish mystical interpretation of the Hebrew scripture. In Hebrew it means “reception” or “tradition”, denoting the sod (secret) level of Jewish exegesis. In European culture (Christian Cabala, Hermetic Qabalah) it became associated withoccult doctrine or a secret.http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cabal#Origins_of_the_word
A political cult is a cult with a primary interest in political action and ideology. Groups that some writers have termed as “political cults,” mostly advocating far-left or far-right agendas, have received some attention from journalists and scholars. In their 2000 book On the Edge: Political Cults Right and Left, Dennis Tourish and Tim Wohlforth discuss about a dozen organizations in the United States and Great Britain that they characterize as cults.http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cult#Political_cults
NOW HERE IS THE PART THAT APPLIES TO YOU FIDEM
Technically, Fidem, you are highly spiritually and morally evolved, I realized this as soon as I met you, I know that you have French Jewish DNA. Mary Magdalene went to France after Jesus death, with a girl named Black Sara or Kali Sara, you Fidem are a Kali monad, specifically this one (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Durga) There was a Qabbalist renaissance in France too, the Cathars, they claimed that the Roman Catholic Church was too motivated by money, and the RCC sacked the castle.
You Fidem are in the top 1% of society as far as morality and higher philosophy go. Most people can’t get as high as you are in 1,000 life times. You will prove this to yourself over time. People have their ceilings, I would direct you to the linguistic barrier in philosophy if you want to go as high as you can.
NOW THIS IS WHERE IT GETS WEIRD
All of the sephiroth below the supernal triad are in da’ath, the sephiroth that doesn’t exist, because the Jews were the cult of 10, they were obsessed with the number 10, they are the source of the decimal system. 10 commandments, tithing, 10 plagues, etc.
A tithe (/ˈtaɪð/; from Old English: teogoþa “tenth”) is a one-tenth part of something, paid as a contribution to a religious organization or compulsory tax to government. Today, tithes are normally voluntary and paid in cash, cheques, orstocks, whereas historically tithes were required and paid in kind, such as agricultural products. Several European countries operate a formal process linked to the tax system allowing some churches to assess tithes.
Oh, wait, I forgot something, I have to go back. All of the patriarchs of the bible are associated with systems of magick, which is why they were written into the bible in the form of a mythological allegory.
The 6th and 7th books of Moses form the basis of modern voodoo. When you are fighting an enemy that has all of the resources with no resources you use voodoo. The 10 plagues were a form of Voodoo. The last plague was an evocation of Azrael, the Archangel of death.
Back to you. As I was saying before the 7 sephiroth below Da’ath are in Da’ath. Da’ath is considered the abyss, the attempt of the wizard/guru is to cross the abyss. The Dragon with 7 heads and 10 horns is the ultimate power in the abyss, the physical world, any light you bring into the world marginalizes it’s authority and wounds it’s ego. That corresponds to the 7 chakras, Jesus removed 7 demons from Mary Magdalene, he brought her to spiritual perfection. She was his main student. He succeeded in bringing the true religion to the west but not through the RCC instead rather through Freemasonry, the Western Guru Tradition, of which he was a member as was Shams, Rumi’s inspiration.
The Dragon is ego consciousness, it can control everybody in ego consciousness. When you cross the abyss you are in super ego and no longer under the influence of the ego consciousness. Not being able to get to you or at you the dragon attacks those close to you turning them on you. Anybody in ego consciousness is a potential danger.
What you are experiencing right now is called the curse of the Magus. Da’ath corresponds to the visuddha chakra or the voice. Pay close attention to Scriptures 19 and 20…
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00. One is the Magus; twain His forces; four His weapons. These are the Seven Spirits of Unrighteousness; seven vultures of evil. Thus is the art and craft of the Magus but glamour. How shall He destroy Himself?
0. Yet the Magus hath power upon the Mother both directly and through Love. And the Magus is Love, and bindeth together That and This in his conjuration.
1. In the beginning doth the Magus speak Truth, and send forth Illusion and Falsehood to enslave the soul. Yet therein is the Mystery of Redemption.
2. By His Wisdom made He the Worlds; the Word that is God is none other than He.
3. How then shall He end His speech with Silence? For He is Speech.
4. He is the first and the last. How shall He cease to number Himself?
5. By a Magus is this writing made known through the mind of a Magister. The one uttereth clearly, and the other understandeth; yet the Word is falsehood, and the Understanding darkness. And this saying is Of All Truth.
6. Nevertheless it is written; for there be times of darkness, and this as a lamp therein.
7. With the Wand createth He.
8. With the Cup preserveth He.
9. With the Dagger destroyeth He.
10. With the Coin redeemeth He.
11. His weapons fulfil the wheel; and on What Axle that turneth is not known unto Him.
12. From all these actions must He cease before the curse of His Grade is uplifted from Him. Before He attain to That which existeth without Form.
13. And if at this time He be manifested upon earth as a Man, and therefore is this present writing, let this be His method, that the curse of His grade, and the burden of His attainment, be uplifted from Him.
14. Let Him beware of abstinence from action. For the curse of His grade is that He must speak Truth, that the Falsehood thereof may enslave the souls of men. Let him then utter that without Fear, that the Law may be fulfilled. And according to His Original Nature will that law be shapen, so that one may declare gentleness and quietness, being an Hindu; and another fierceness and servility, being a Jew; and yet another ardour and manliness, being an Arab. Yet this matter toucheth the mystery of Incarnation, and is not here to be declared.
15. Now the grade of a Magister teacheth the Mystery of Sorrow, and the grade of a Magus the Mystery of Change, and the grade of Ipsissimus the Mystery of Selflessness, which is called also the Mystery of Pan.
16. Let the Magus then contemplate each in turn, raising it to the ultimate power of Infinity. Wherein Sorrow is Joy, and Change is Stability, and Selflessness is Self. For the interplay of the parts hath no action upon the whole. And this contemplation shall be performed not by simple meditation— how much less then by reason? but by the method which shall have been given unto Him in His Initiation to the Grade.
17. Following which method, it shall be easy for Him to combine that trinity from its elements, and further to combine Sat-Chit-Ananda, and Light, Love, Life, three by three into nine that are one, in which meditation success shall be That which was first adumbrated to Him in the grade of Practicus (which reflecteth Mercury into the lowest world) in Liber XXVII, “Here is Nothing under its three Forms.”
18. And this is the Opening of the Grade of Ipsissimus, and by the Buddhists it is called the trance Nerodha-Samapatti.
19. And woe, woe, woe, yea woe, and again woe, woe, woe unto seven times be His that preacheth not His law to men!
20. And woe also be unto Him that refuseth the curse of the grade of a Magus, and the burden of the Attainment thereof.
21. And in the word CHAOS let the Book be sealed; yea, let the Book be sealed.
You are beyond the abyss, don’t cling to anything in the abyss for your own sake. Speak your truth. I know that you have had some interesting experiences, one might refer to them as spiritual or supernatural. There is such a thing as magick, but very few people can actually use it. First you have to become the philosopher king, removing all of the cognitive biases and logical fallacies. Once you have done this things will start to happen. They are already happening for you.
Siddhis[note 1] are spiritual, magical, paranormal, or supernatural powers acquired through sadhana (spiritual practices), such asmeditation and yoga. People who have attained this state are formally known as siddhas.
Siddhi is a Sanskrit noun which can be translated as “perfection”, “accomplishment”, “attainment”, or “success”. In Tamil the word Siddhar/Chitthar refers to someone who has attained the Siddhic powers & knowledge. Chith is pure consciousness/knowledge in Sanskrit also.
The way in which Occam’s Razor edit’s it’s applicability set is in receiving and collecting knowledge. It is NOT good for teaching.
The mind is an association making machine. It associates things with one another. Words are like throwing a lasso around a bunch of random objects and connecting them with a narrative. This is based on my Shared State Theory of Communication. What do a cat, a man’s head, ice cream, and a red wall have in common? Nothing, until you have experienced the state in which they are all related. When teaching or persuading you have to know how to inceive the data.
In order to do this you have to wrap your mind around that of the person that you are trying to persuade or teach. It is the art of how minds meet. I have to know how the person will receive the data and interpret the data. As a shaktipat guru, and as a zen master, this is the trick. I have been accused of being a mentalist. I have been accused of being demonically possessed. On facebook I was nicknamed “the Mindhacker”.
When I was 16 I studied every book I could on super-memory, mnemonics, speed reading, any book that had to do with increasing your abilities. I forced myself to do strenuous mental exercises in visualization. Eventually, I realized that I could do things with my brain that was not normal. I did not think like other people. I wasn’t like other people. Not that I was particularly normal before my mental exercises….
I wasn’t allowed to associate with other children because my Jehovah’s Witness family was too holy, I was kept on a very short leash. I was constantly trying to get away from my experience of life. I wanted to revolutionize the education industry. Understanding how people receive and interpret data, I wanted to make associations that were easier to remember than they were to forget. But people always reacted badly to everything I did. My parents didn’t understand me, they thought something was wrong with me, my mother once accused me of being possessed, an elder in the congregation once told me I looked like Lucifer, he was very serious.
People have thresholds, thresholds of pleasure, and of pain. Most people can’t stretch their minds too far without it snapping back and being traumatized. I drive people crazy because I push them past threshold after threshold until they can’t take it anymore. I don’t do it intentionally, I am just trying to be me and express myself.
Now what I do is I take a morsel of knowledge and I set it on the ground and I let people pick it up if they want. I am tired of people freaking out and physically attacking me (yes it still happens, too frequently). I like myself too much to allow myself to be subject to that constant abuse, or to be lead by the stupider person in the relationship.
If you want to change people’s minds you have to let them figure it out for themselves. People like to figure things out for themselves. Just like a joke. A reasonable person will assume that you are talking about something important and they will try to figure out what you are meaning. They will try to look from your perspective, but you also have to look from their perspective, get inside their head and look out of their eyes. It is not enough in relationship to only look from your own perspective, rational relationship requires mutual understanding.
Research now tells us that narrative is very important in connecting facts, we remember facts in a matrix of narrative, a story we tell ourselves. I do know and I have known people that worship factoids. They live in a world of facts, things that are, and their is no understanding, these people have no personalities. They know that, they don’t know why or how. People are motivated by different things, they are interested in different things.
To be non delusional towards facts and yet to relate to people in a delusional way…. Facts are not harmed by being delusional about them. When you emotionally abuse people in order to get them to change their minds, what you do is reify an association with whatever it is that you are trying to get them to understand. Due to the averseness of the mind it reacts against what it doesn’t like. I rescued a little puppy, I called her pazuzu, she is very aggressive and territorial. She growls if anybody in her pack, including myself shows affection to a strange dog. The funny thing is that when I go to pet the dog without her there the dogs act as though I was the one growling at them. They associate me with the growling. People will also associate the nastiness of the Atheist trolls with Science and everything else that Atheists conflate themselves with.
This isn’t a rebuke to you. I like you. I know you have a kind heart. I am just trying to help people figure things out.
The Once and Future King is an Arthurian fantasy novel written by T. H. White. It was first published in 1958 and is mostly a composite of earlier works written between 1938 and 1941. The central theme is an exploration of human nature regarding power and justice, as the boy Arthur becomes king and attempts to quell the prevalent “might makes right” attitude with his idea of chivalry. But in the end, even chivalry comes undone since its justice is maintained by force.
The title comes from the inscription that, according to Le Morte d’Arthur, was said by “many men” to be written uponKing Arthur‘s tomb: the internally rhymed hexameter Hic iacet Arthurus, rex quondam, rexque futurus – “Here lies Arthur, king once, and king to be”.