So, I am going to practice describing Richard Dawkins inner world based on my psychological models and using my terms. It is good for me to practice describing peoples profiles so I get used to using my thought technology (terms). Religious language, in a manner of speaking, describes our internal world or the way we think the world works. Our internal world is our soul, or our gestalt, it is our understanding of the world. Now what is interesting with some atheists with the conceit that god doesn’t exist is that they don’t have any system for describing their internal world workings, which is to say they can’t scrutinize themselves. Now I created my psycholinguistic model for detecting psychopaths while I was observing troll behavior on social networking sites. Psychopaths conceal their true self and represent themselves falsely. My model was created to understand the soul of people that were concealing themselves and revealing themselves strategically, people that don’t want to be understood.
Richard Dawkins, narrative recently changed, in his book, THE GOD DELUSION he mentions that a female associate of his said emotional abuse is worse than physical abuse and that he agrees with her. Then recently this statement changed to, I was physically abused and I can’t condemn mild pedophilia. One of the things I do in my deconstruction of narrative is learn to distinguish between authentic behavior and strategic behavior. The second piece is closer to his true narrative (what is actually going on in his head) but he is still concealing, although he did sidle up to his true narrative a little. Now we look for variations on the narrative, and look for different deviations of narrative, and potentially contradictions. One could say “nancy is a little loose” “nancy is a floozy” or “nancy is a slut.” Each statement communicates slightly different data and characterizes the person speaking and the relationship between the two objects. “I was molested and I can’t condemn it” in no way contradicts the narratives, “I enjoyed it” or “I wouldn’t mind doing it”. So just like minesweeper we are going to go through his other actions and statements all of which are tautologies from his world view, as we think, so we speak, and so we act, unless you are a psychopath and concealing yourself, but we have the MIND HACKER on our side.
Richard Dawkins was habituated into an environment that was highly sexually charged at a young age, boys punished each other sexually, and they rewarded each other sexually too, C.S. Lewis experienced this behavior in school, the boys called it tarting and fagging. Dawkins also had a teacher that rewarded the boys with sexual attention, and put his hands in his pants at one point and knocked his junk around. People have a normative bias, they think what is normal is good. Although Dawkins portrays himself as a victim of circumstances as a tacit emotional appeal, I suspect that he actually enjoyed the environment, and the sexual attention and we will get into why later. It is also important to mention that in Richard Dawkin’s mind, learning is associated with sexual arousal (and so is teaching), from his experience, teaching and learning are sexy and arousing.
Psychopaths perseverate in their behavior and internal narrative. Psychopaths can’t reform they only become more manipulative.
In psychology and psychiatry, perseveration is the repetition of a particular response, such as a word, phrase, or gesture, despite the absence or cessation of a stimulus, usually caused by brain injury or other organic disorder. Symptoms include “the inability to switch ideas along with the social context, as evidenced by the repetition of words or gestures after they have ceased to be socially relevant or appropriate,” or the “act or task of doing so,” and are not better described as stereotypy (a highly repetitive idiosyncratic behaviour).
The mind is averse, and it reacts against things it doesn’t like. This eventually creates the form of the conquest for psychopaths. Being morbidly in relationship with their issues and in the case of a histrionic psychopath clinging to those issues instead of seeking mental health, they need to change or attack whoever they blame for whatever their mind is averse to. So what is Richard Dawkins mind averse to?
He is averse to shame and he blames Religion as the cause of the bad for his shame. Now when he says “child abuse” he is referring to emotional abuse and when we say emotional abuse we mean shame, specifically sexual shame.
Notice the association between not being able to enjoy your life, and god not existing? That is the way he is mentally in relationship with god. If god exists it means you don’t get to enjoy your life. Because of sexual shame. So now we look for repeating occurrences in his behavior and narrative for sexual shame, what do we find? Do we find a perseveration of emotional morbidity?
Out CampaignFrom Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
The Out Campaign is a public awareness initiative for freethought and atheism. It was initiated by Dr. R. Elisabeth Cornwell, Executive Director of the Richard Dawkins Foundation for Reason and Science, and is endorsed by Richard Dawkins, who is a prominent atheist.
“There is a big closet population of atheists that need to come out.” Richard Dawkins
So we see he was inspired by a campaign for reversing the sexual shame of the stigma associated with being gay. How do they identify themselves?
The campaign aims to create more openness about being an atheist by providing a means by which atheists can identify themselves to others by displaying the movement’s scarlet letterA, an allusion to the scarlet letter A worn by Hester Prynne after being convicted of adultery in Nathaniel Hawthorne‘s The Scarlet Letter. It encourages those who wish to be part of the campaign to come out and re-appropriate, in a humorous way, the social stigma that in some places persists against atheism, by branding themselves with a scarlet letter.
“Do you really mean to tell me the only reason you try to be good is to gain God’s approval and reward, or to avoid his disapproval and punishment? That’s not morality, that’s just sucking up, apple-polishing, looking over your shoulder at the great surveillance camera in the sky, or the still small wiretap inside your head, monitoring your every move, even your every base though.”
For years there was literally no information on the internet about this man, only recently have I been able to find any internet content. I first went to the Aquarian Foundation near Bruce Lee’s grave and near the Theosophical library on capital hill in Seattle Washington by accident. The economy had tanked, I was living out of a car in a very bad situation in a very bad relationship and I hated my life. As I was walking north on the street something literally sucked me into this building that looked like a house. I just veered left.
There were crystals, and books everywhere, the actual meeting was kind of bizarre, we sang some hymns he had written that were essentially affirmations from such beings as Koot Humi, Morya, and Count Saint Germaine. The walls were decorated with depictions of the ascended masters. After the service they had coffee and they did reiki on one another. Most of the people there were old and sickly. The place had an energy but not because of the people it attracted or the people that held rank in the church.
There was an old book there that had some weird pictures. The good Reverend had been the foremost physical phenomenon medium in the world and the most rigorously scientifically tested. They had taken him to Japan where scientists there strapped him to a chair, put ink in his mouth, taped his mouth, wrote over the tape onto his skin, and photographed him with special cameras in a pitch black room. What he could do was expel ectoplasm through his facial cavities and then a being could manifest in the ectoplasm and speak and move.
That wasn’t all he did, he could also apport gems from Shambala, I saw many of the crystals that he apported some of them being very rare and valuable others being made out of plastic. Apportation is when somebody manifests something (usually an object) in the internal ectoplasm inside a beings physical body, the gem then had to be cut out of his flesh. As far as I know this left no permanent scars and they healed quickly, the sheer size of some of the objects was astounding. He once materialized a crystal hammer that was so large it had to be manifested in stages and assembled afterwards.
I eventually broke up with my girlfriend at that time, a psychologist that worked at the VA who had started sleeping with her patients and doing meth. She also was the one that took me to New York to Gurumayi for my shaktipat initiation. Our time had ended, and I was stranded in Everett, sleeping in a field in a large abandoned sewer pipe that had never been installed and was discarded. It was very cold and rainy. I would make fires and I am sure some of the logs I burned had benzine in them most likely. In the mornings I had to walk two miles across the bridge with eagles perched all over. Somehow I ended up on a store owned by a witch, Jana Moonflower, she had been Reverend Keith Milton Rhineharts main disciple.
She was trying to open up a new age store but she was behind on her taxes, she couldn’t make any sales, and her pot head daughter (who was unemployed) and her useless husband both thought she would fail and they wouldn’t help her. Enter myself. She bought me dinner every night and I could earn books and crystals and magickal implements, she tracked my hours and gave me a little cash every once in a while. I was grateful because i made more money than if I went to the Calvary church and did their lawn maintenance for 5 dollars an hour.
We finished her taxes in time, I rearranged her displays and sales started picking up. She told me about Keith and her experiences with them about how UFO’s would follow him in the skys, and about how he planted crystals all over the earth in key points. She told me that the entire purpose of the Aquarian Foundation was to promote the Master Seances that he had channeled, the teachings from the Ascended Masters speaking through him. Many of the churches had lost the manuscripts. When I moved to California we went to one of the Aquarian Foundation meetings that was run by some 40 year old woman who had essentially hijacked the meetings and usurped Keith’s authority in order to use the attention for her own means and teachings. Needless to say she was very nervous when she found out who I was and where I came from. Jana had me convert the good Reverends hard copies onto computer files, and while I was doing so I was also exposed to most of his teachings.
One of the more interesting points that he made was that when you step foot on a spiritual path, a small image of you appears in crystal form in the presence of a spiritual master in Shambalah, as you progress on your path the Master is capable of knowing everything that is going on with you and communicating with you telepathically. The image will increase in size or diminish in size or change color and this is all a way of letting the Master know how you are doing on your path and what you are in need of to keep growing.
Jana taught me gem or color magick. She was psychic and she once did a reading on me. She wanted to see who my guardian spirit was and when it appeared to her she almost fainted, it was the largest red dragon she had ever seen, I knew that it wasn’t just a large red dragon it was the Red Dragon. It had come through me to protect me before, I didn’t know this, when I was close to death it kept me alive, when I was being attacked it protected me. I had gone into episodes before where I started growling a deep throaty guttural growl that literally rattled peoples knees and made them shake and quiver and petrified them. When something was wrong he was there with a vengeance.
Her husband, I can’t remember his name was this tall, arrogant, smug, hippy. He had a superior aura, the kind of person who wasn’t interested in evaluating people correctly, he was only interested in his superiority over them. It was obvious to me that he was an acid burn out. He reminded me of George Carlin and I knew that we must have some shared DNA because of his last name. He would sit at his little work table making crappy useless trinkets like walking sticks, burning incense, and reading. He was obsessed with smells of things and hyper vigilant against all bad smells, like a hamburger from Wendy’s.
One day he came out of his little cave telling me that he had read something and he felt he needed to share it with me. It was an exert from THE MIDDLE PILLAR by Israel Regardie, little did I know that later in life I would meet a personal friend of Israel’s and a co author with him (lon milo duquette). What he read was a piece about one who is coming with a sword. It spoke to me, I told him that I was the one coming with the sword, he wrinkled up his nose and shook his head, there was no way I could be special because he was so special and if I was special he would know it.
As it became apparent that the business was going to succeed and survive, all of a sudden David and his daughter began taking an interest in it and started positioning themselves to squeeze me out. They didn’t want me being successful, they didn’t even want me to have an opportunity to be successful. Jana set me up to teach classes and as soon as I announced that I would be teaching classes, well my relationship with them ended shortly after that. Appreciation for all of my hard work…
Any way it is of interest to me that now you can find information on Reverend Keith Milton Rhinehart now when you couldn’t find anything about him a few years ago, and of course my connection with him posthumously. Jana never mentioned to me that he had been gay. In a way I am an heir to his legacy, he is one of my many influences.