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If the guru is angry…

If the guru is angry...

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Treatise on Cosmic Light and the Christ Consciousness by Rabbi Ba’al Shiva

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This is the Sephyr Yeshivel as it was taught me by the archangel Azrael.  The black ring represents Binah, the Grey circle represents Da’ath, the brown represents unfecundated/unfertilized earth.  All of the sephiroth below Da’ath take place withing Da’ath which is also why it is the hidden sephiroth because to count it would be redundant.  Da’ath is the bedroom in which the creative intelligence exists, where the father and mother meet in the middle and become one.  Creative intelligence by it’s very necessity needs to be male and female.

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In this separation between matter and energy, between sun and moon, (solomon) there is the possibility of movement, and choice,

CRISIS:

Etymology[edit]

From Ancient Greekκρίσις (krisis, “a separating, power of distinguishing, decision, choice, election, judgment, dispute”), from κρίνω(krinō, “pick out, choose, decide, judge”)

This allows the illusion of free will, this allows self discovery, this allows chaos and upredictability, this allows the small self the id to become aware of the BIG SELF, god.  It allows jiva to rediscover SHIVA.  Godself mutes himself in the form of Dark matter, disappearing into the diamond light of empty space.  All we see is the noumenal world, their is no evidence of god.  And in that absence of the presence we become aware of the necessity of god.  The One Self that transcends the individual.  As our intellect becomes more and more refined we become aware that something is missing, a hidden hand, that is here and there and all around us.  And we laugh at the joke that we now understand, the slight of hand that is being perpetrated by a loving teacher, telling children an interesting bed time story that they take way too seriously and in so doing stab themselves all over with many pains.  This is the ignorance of the enslaved mind, and with this ignorance, their is no freedom.

THE CHRIST PERSONALITY

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Above is a symbol that was shown to me in meditation as I conversed with Azrael.  We see that 3 of the colors are hot and three cold.  As such 3 are of levity or light and 3 of gravity or earth and water.  3 masculine, and 3 feminine.  Now just as their could be red water and red earth, in the same vain there could be blue fire and green air.  In fact, out of necessity this is true.  We see that the white upward pointing triangle is latent in the 3 cool colors and at the same time the black downward pointing triangle is latent in the hot colors.  Energy is matter moving quickly and matter is energy moving very slowly, the speed or frequency at which you vibrate determines where in the spectrum you are.

Now each of the colors is a facet or a face, an angel or an angle of the Pure White Light, which is the Buddha/Krishna/Christ consciousness.  Red is catabolism or righteous indignation or Din or judgement.  Blue is anabolism, the Peace King that builds up.  Green and Orange are Flora and Fauna, Orange is appetite, sexual and other wise, I always think of Hod as the Horned God.  Green is kind of mysterious and hard to describe, essentially it stores the energy of the sun in a form that living creatures can use, as fuel.  Purple is another one that is difficult to describe, it is the most balanced of the colors, being like steam, the combination of fire and water, slightly more cold than it is hot.  It is the color of the Magus, the magician, that has married the male and female inside himself in the form of creative intelligence, this is the god man.  Yellow is the integrating intelligence, it is the color of sense of humor, it figures out how to get all the energies to cooperate for a successful endeavor.

THE PURE WHITE LIGHT

It has always been a mystery to me that everybody thinks they know what the Messiah should act like or how he should be.  If you know what he should be doing you can do it yourself, but if you need to be saved you necessarily do not know what the Christ consciousness is.  People think of the Christ personality is an absence of personality, quite the opposite is true, it is the source of all personality.  I refer to this as the Messiah Paradox.

“So, because you are lukewarm–neither hot nor cold–I am about to spit you out of my mouth.”  Revelation 3:16

People think that the messiah is going to be loved by all and openly recognized by all as the Messiah, this is not the case, the Messiah, the Logos is the incarnation of Logic and Reason, that is what makes him the son of god.  As such only those people who have attained to wisdom and are not pretenders to wisdom will be able to recognize him.  Jesus was a revolutionary figure and as such he was more a Satanic figure to most people, he threatened their perception of reality, he threatened the peace of the community, he threatened the authority of the structures of authority…

34“Do not suppose that I have come to bring peace to the earth. I did not come to bring peace, but a sword. 35For I have come to turn

“ ‘a man against his father,

a daughter against her mother,

a daughter-in-law against her mother-in-law—

36a man’s enemies will be the members of his own household.’c

37“Anyone who loves their father or mother more than me is not worthy of me; anyone who loves their son or daughter more than me is not worthy of me. 38Whoever does not take up their cross and follow me is not worthy of me. 39Whoever finds their life will lose it, and whoever loses their life for my sake will find it.

http://biblehub.com/niv/matthew/10.htm

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PROBLEM CENTRIC NARRATIVE

PROBLEM CENTRIC NARRATIVE

Downward spiral of emotional morbidity.

The Mind, Time, and Pain.

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from the Private Meditations of Shivastus Solomonicus. 

If you contemplate the relationship between intelligence and the universe you come to the conclusion that humans are the brain cells of god.  Cronos eats his children because everybody eventually dies.  Even I must die though I have lived many times over what a normal person lives.  God created the universe by separating himself from himself.  This separation creates space and time.  If you look at the human body it is not connected directly to the earth and many people think that the human is separate from the universe but this doesn’t stand the test of reason.  The absence of wholeness causes us pain and suffering, which stimulates the mind to cause us to end the suffering by becoming one with that which we lack.  From a spiritual perspective what we lack is always oneness with god but from a material perspective we need food, sex, water, cover from the elements, protection from the wild life, etc.  We get smarter as we learn how to get what we need.  This is an act of yoga in itself, this staying alive.  It is a remaining conscious of god, in god.  

We are god, learning about god, in god. 

RED DOOR (PAINTING)

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http://iconographicart.wordpress.com/2013/10/09/red-door/

This is a painting I did based on my having rationalized so many occult systems.  I have not only wrapped my mind around the original metaphorical and allegorical meaning of the people that created the systems.  I look from their perspective.  They were all saying the same thing in different ways and when they appear to disagree with one another it is because of Shenanigans on the part of people in relationship with their authority.  They conceal the origins of their religion, and the connections of their religion to other religions.  They transliterate their prophets to conceal vital interpretations, rescuing their prophets from themselves when what they said and did are contrary to the current taboos of society.  What this does is attenuate the light and obfuscate the truth, it makes the message impotent.  

The red door in this painting is symbolic of kundalini and is also an escape from this plane into higher spiritual planes in th form of tantra.  The two serpents represent the Ida and the Pingala of kundalini, the male and female serpents that wrap around the sushumna, or the spine, the same two serpents that were eaten up by the staff of moses.  Also on the staff of merlin there were two warring dragons, fighting over the pearl of immortality, in that symbol the wings are on the dragons instead of being on the pearl such as in the aten of Egypt.  

Also the founding books of Modern Voodoo are the 6th and 7th books of moses.  If you read the account of moses correctly you realize that he is using voodoo curses to bring to its knees a power greater than himself with more resources than he has.  Voodoo has always been the weapon of revolution when one was fighting a superior foe with next to no resources. 

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The light coming threw the door takes on the shape of the morning star, the herald of the light, the first celestial body that appears to signal the coming of dawn and the rising of the sun.  When Jesus referred to himself as the morning star was he not referring to himself as the devil?  the light bearer?  the Ferrier of light?  Lucky fire? Lucifer? 

Lucifer (/ˈlsɪfər/ or /ˈljsɪfər/) is the King James Version rendering of the Hebrew word הֵילֵל in Isaiah 14:12.[1] This word, transliterated hêlêl[1] or heylel,[2] occurs only once in the Hebrew Bible[1] and according to the KJV-influenced Strong’s Concordancemeans “shining one, morning star, Lucifer”.[2] The word Lucifer is taken from the Latin Vulgate,[3] which translates הֵילֵל aslucifer,[Isa 14:12][4][5] meaning “the morning star, the planet Venus“, or, as an adjective, “light-bringing”.[6] The Septuagint renders הֵילֵל inGreek as ἑωσφόρος[7][8][9][10][11] (heōsphoros),[12][13][14] a name, literally “bringer of dawn”, for the morning star.[15] ~wikipedia

“I, Jesus, have sent my angel to give you this testimony for the churches. I am the Root and the Offspring of David, and the bright Morning Star.”Revelation 22:16.” Just as I have received authority from my Father, I will also give him the morning star.” Revelation 2:28

How you have fallen from heaven, morning star, son of the dawn! You have been cast down to the earth, you who once laid low the nations! Isaiah 14:12

http://snakespirit.webs.com/damballasnakegod.htm

Hidden Subjects in Action

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from the meditaions of Shivastus Solomonicus

Why must we act?  Because we are not in and of ourselves whole.  You have a body that is separate from the world so it appears to be separate from the perspective of the ignorant.      If that is the case sit still without breathing, eating, drinking, talking, looking, masterbating, pooping, and peeing.  Time connects us to the world, the inevitability of time.  The last Titan that eventually eats all of his children, so he wasn’t really killed by the gods of life under Zeus was he?  

We must act, we must inflict ourselves on the world so that we know that we exist.  How else would you know you exist in the world unless you lay hands on it and change it?  Open your mouth and attract attention to yourself?  We are married to the world, we are one with the world.  Your life is a private conversation between you and god that no one else can hear.  

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