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Michael Jackson Album art Deconstructed.

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I have long been aware of a connection between Michael Jackson and myself,  he was raised Jehovah’s Witness as I was.  When he got disfellowshipped I wasn’t allowed to listen to his music anymore.  I got disfellowshipped by an elder from his congregation whose bragging rights were that he was from the congregation where Michael got disfellowshipped from.  When I got a job after being on the street off and on for 5 years, it was at the Woodland Hills Whole Foods.  I drove past his congregation on my way to work.  I once met his brother Tito shopping there.  He was rude.

Jehovah’s Witnesses believe that the archangel Michael incarnated as Jesus.  He was named after Michael the archangel, I was named after Jesus Christ.  When he died I was miserable, I cried, not because I worshipped him like his fans but because of a heart felt connection and deep understanding.  I made a painting to commemorate his Mahasamahdi because, like myself, he was a Maha Jagad Guru.

Mahasamādhi (the great and final samādhi) is the act of consciously and intentionally leaving one’s body .[1][2] A realized yogi (male) or yogini (female) who has attained the state of nirvikalpa samadhi, will, at an appropriate time, consciously exit from their body. This is known as mahasamadhi. This is not the same as the physical death that occurs for an unenlightened person.  http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mahasam%C4%81dhi

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I bought the Michael album after his death, which kind of sucked, there were only a few good songs on there.  But recently I took a closer look at the album art, and I noticed some interesting things I hadn’t seen before.  First of all it seems to be a kind of visual homage to the Beatle’s Sargent Pepper album in which the show all of the influences on the Beatle’s music.  But I also noticed a kind of flow, from up and right to down and left.

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On the right hand, which is Sol-ar, it says Sol-ve as in Sol-ution or Sol-vent and on the left hand it says Coagule, as in to Coagulate or Congeal.  What you see is a movement and a transition from Michael from his black heritage to some manner of Shamanic death with the zombies and occult symbolism (MJ got disfellowshipped for “occult themes” in the Thriller video).  Also you see a straw man of himself (Oh I wish I had a brain) crucified like Jesus with letters underneath him (INRI).  Notice a rat sitting on a swing chewing bubble gum.  Perhaps representing his missing childhood being stolen by someone and replacing him.  A dark skinned Roman statue with Fascist, Nazi-esque, Eagle symbolism paves the way for his career.  He is shown with peacock feathers behind him symbolizing pride.  You see an alien space ship, ponder that Steven Spielberg never turned on Michael and both of them seem to have an intense interest in aliens, Michael did a cameo in MIB asking if he could be agent M.  Notice how his right side is mostly red and black colors but that is also the side with the white cherub.  Notice the bilateral symmetry in the album cover.

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No notice the right side or his left side.  Notice the presence of the Egyptian symbolism in his clothing that represents Osiris, the god of Life, with Isis and Nephthys embracing them in their wings.  Notice a golden idol standing proudly and staunchly in defiance of his earlier self and childhood.  Notice that he is praising this image of himself.  Notice the cameras.  Notice he is leaning left?  Notice a black Peter Pan?  refusing to give up on the childhood he was robbed of?  Notice the Rabbit Riding a Motorcycle a Caricature of him-self, from the same video Steven Spielberg appears in?  As Michael “Exits stage Left”.  Notice the gavel in the tree that looks like the tree is flipping the bird?  True story, my dad once gave a sermon in which he used Michael Jackson’s glove as a metaphor for showy display of one’s means of life.

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Etymology[edit]

From the direction in theatrical scripts: “Exit stage left“, thus marking the disappearance of a character from the stage in the normal manner.

Noun[edit]

exit stage left (plural exits stage left)

  1. (idiomatic) An orderly and uneventful departure, timed so as not to detract or distract.  [quotations ▼]

Verb[edit]

exit stage left (third-person singular simple present exits stage left, present participle exiting stage left, simple past and past participle exited stage left)

  1. To exit or disappear in a quiet, non-dramatic fashion, making way for more interesting events.  [quotations ▼]

  2. (imperative) Leave the scene, and don’t make a fuss.

Notice the burning of the memories?  Notice the exodus of the children?  Notice the money that was created?  Notice the winged male figure embracing the female figure above Africa?  As though MJ is giving consolation to Janet in the Afterlife?  Now if you weren’t raised Jehovah’s Witness you won’t notice how similar the art on the bottom right is to their propaganda.

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Now we are going to discuss some other oddities.  What appears to be our mutual obsession with King Tut.  Now I had this epiphany before this album came out.  This blog is named after this Image because of a shamanic experience I was having be sure to click the link and check the time stamp.

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One final oddity, you will notice some similar images in his painting and mine which I only noticed a few days ago.  And I know it’s from that video in which he turns into a space ship….and I know the flash is from a camera but it also means something else.  It represents a star.

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But it’s not just that, the predominantly red side for him is also predominantly red for me, and the predominantly green side for both of us is on the left, also the recurring depiction of the peacock as representing pride.  Their is also the element of bilateral symmetry in both images.

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The Metaphysics of Joxua Luxor.

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I am a deist. My god is the faculty of reason in man, which is the only evidence I need of god.  The early Christians, Hindus, Hebrews, and Buddhists if you understand their occult philosophy, didn’t believe that god existed as a manifest being in the physical universe.  The word Amen, “let it be” comes from the creator god Amun, that manifested everything but never manifested himself.  The reason for this is very simple.  The universe is made out of the body of god infinitely sub divided.  Time is created as a separation of self from self.  The mind exists in order to connect self with self, and to help us get what we need to survive and in the act of surviving understanding god.  Our mind is that part of ourselves our reason which god gave us, to contemplate himself.

Time though is also an illusion, which means that time doesn’t actually exist.  God is outside of time and outside of the universe in his perfect undivided whole.  We, with the tiny shard of godself that we possess are living in an illusion of time, as an act of theurgy to understand god and do his will.  In the indian story of Markandeya  he is vomited outside of god because of not appreciating his life, once outside of god swimming in an ocean without light he realizes that god is the only thing that exists and outside of god there is nothing, because the human brain was not designed to understand anything outside of this universe.  The Hebrew story of Jonah is an homage to this Hindu story.  

But the theme is recurring and ongoing throughout the different systems.  The highest form of god in the Tibetan system according to the Dalai Lama is Samantabhadra, who is male and female engaged in the act of coitus, because god is the creator, and in order to create you have to have male and female.

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Furthermore, you see this recurring theme in all of the traditions, (well all of the ones that came from a valid tradition) the reason the celebrate the Sabbath on Friday night after sunset is because that is when the day representing the sacred father and mother meet.  That is why you are supposed to roger your wife on the sabbath.  That was one of the first human rights reforms that meant you couldn’t work or force someone to work 7 days a weak, of fear of offending god.  It was quite simply an unsustainable, undesirable process.  And there is no evidence in the world of the mother and father meeting, this happens in concealment.  The ancients knew there was no evidence of god in the world.  Observe the continuing metaphor.

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Ganesh sits guarding the entrance to his mother’s bedroom.  It was in trying to prevent Shiva from entering his wife’s bedroom that he was beheaded, and was resurrected by Shiva with the head of the elephant.  Heinrich Zimmer whose research was edited posthumously and published by Joseph Campbell affirmed that Buddhism is a sub sect of Hinduism which makes sense since the Siddartha came from India.

In closing god doesn’t exist inside the universe, he exists outside of the universe, and the only evidence of him inside the universe is intelligence, life, consciousness, etc.  The whole concept of sitting in seated meditation posture without moving comes from an effort to emulate the prime mover unmoved, any movement is a negation of godself because god doesn’t move and doesn’t act in the world.  The division of duties between the husband and wife was also based on this concept of the prime mover.  The man moves in the world in the polis but upon entering the oikos the house everything is done for him, he doesn’t lift a finger.  The Agency through which god influences the world is through the holy spirit, or the shechinah, god’s active force.

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From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

 ShekinahShechinahShechina, or Schechinah (Hebrewשכינה‎), is the English spelling of agrammatically feminine Hebrew name of God in Judaism. The original word means the dwelling orsettling, and denotes the dwelling or settling of the Divine Presence of God, especially in theTemple in Jerusalem.

 

The Tyranny of Reason

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In order for a philosophy to be valid it has to be unfalsifiable and yet specific, and it can’t create disparate impact.  Now if you study enough philosophy you realize that every philosophy is invalid because their is a point at which the philosophy is self contradictory or it fails to get desired results.  This has less to do with philosophy and more to do with the nature of the universe being not entirely rational.  The universe itself is sometimes rational and at other times irrational.  Most people get disheartened when having studied one philosophy they find errors in it.  Most people do not study many philosophies and find the errors in those as well.  So their is no perfectly valid philosophy which is not to say that philosophy is worthless.  Philosophy is very important.

It is very difficult to be rational and yet society, successful society, is based on reason, and the success of that society is directly related to the reasonableness of that society.  So while the universe might not be rational, success in relationship is governed by reason.

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Relationship and society can only be successful under the auspices of reason.  Which means that analysis and not emotion have to govern society.  That means that logical fallacies such as emotional appeals cannot make up the majority of the reasoned dialogue if society and relationship are to be successful.  Which is to say that the sentimental perspective of women is not equal to that of a mentally and emotionally stable man, educated in logic, debate, and philosophy.  Women are incapable of making hard choices.  They presuppose a surplus created for them by someone else.  When you have these self-appointed moral authorities forcing us, in a failing economy, to give our money to other people while our own cupboards are going bare, instead of creating an ACTUAL SOLUTION TO THE PROBLEM THAT CREATES THE MAXIMUM VALUE FOR EVERYBODY, you have the downfall of a civilization…

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You cannot place feminine thinking as an equal with true Reason.  It is not equal because it is dependent on it.  The feminine principle can only be merciful and charitable out of the surplus created by the masculine principle, in the form of Wisdom, Reason, Logic, Understanding, etc.  Analysis and analytical data have to be the basis of the rational relationship.

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I created the term “tyranny of reason” as an experiment that I was going to unleash on the world and observe the reaction that people have to it.  Due to the nature of the mind being 10x more averse to that which it doesn’t want (my philosophic calculus) people would focus in on the word “tyranny” and react negatively to it. Because human beings are organic computers (in my theories).  The female mind making superficial aesthetic snap decisions reacts before it understands.  Reason by it’s very nature does not and cannot be tyrannical.  But the word “tyranny” has negative survival data to the mind, and in my theories every thing said, or done, every object and person has survival data for the individual, communicating to the individual that they are surviving well or poorly.

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REASON IS PREJUDICED

A Meritocracy of Reason also creates disparate impact because not everybody can be equally reasonable.  Is Reason prejudiced?  or is Reality prejudiced?  The only sustainable relationship or society is a tyranny of reason, a system that is prejudiced towards reason and that knows how to recognize it.  People always ask me if I am prejudiced and who “my people” are.  My response, People that are reasonable.  And my love of them is directly related to their ability to be rational in relationship with me.

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Treatise on Cosmic Light and the Christ Consciousness by Rabbi Ba’al Shiva

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This is the Sephyr Yeshivel as it was taught me by the archangel Azrael.  The black ring represents Binah, the Grey circle represents Da’ath, the brown represents unfecundated/unfertilized earth.  All of the sephiroth below Da’ath take place withing Da’ath which is also why it is the hidden sephiroth because to count it would be redundant.  Da’ath is the bedroom in which the creative intelligence exists, where the father and mother meet in the middle and become one.  Creative intelligence by it’s very necessity needs to be male and female.

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In this separation between matter and energy, between sun and moon, (solomon) there is the possibility of movement, and choice,

CRISIS:

Etymology[edit]

From Ancient Greekκρίσις (krisis, “a separating, power of distinguishing, decision, choice, election, judgment, dispute”), from κρίνω(krinō, “pick out, choose, decide, judge”)

This allows the illusion of free will, this allows self discovery, this allows chaos and upredictability, this allows the small self the id to become aware of the BIG SELF, god.  It allows jiva to rediscover SHIVA.  Godself mutes himself in the form of Dark matter, disappearing into the diamond light of empty space.  All we see is the noumenal world, their is no evidence of god.  And in that absence of the presence we become aware of the necessity of god.  The One Self that transcends the individual.  As our intellect becomes more and more refined we become aware that something is missing, a hidden hand, that is here and there and all around us.  And we laugh at the joke that we now understand, the slight of hand that is being perpetrated by a loving teacher, telling children an interesting bed time story that they take way too seriously and in so doing stab themselves all over with many pains.  This is the ignorance of the enslaved mind, and with this ignorance, their is no freedom.

THE CHRIST PERSONALITY

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Above is a symbol that was shown to me in meditation as I conversed with Azrael.  We see that 3 of the colors are hot and three cold.  As such 3 are of levity or light and 3 of gravity or earth and water.  3 masculine, and 3 feminine.  Now just as their could be red water and red earth, in the same vain there could be blue fire and green air.  In fact, out of necessity this is true.  We see that the white upward pointing triangle is latent in the 3 cool colors and at the same time the black downward pointing triangle is latent in the hot colors.  Energy is matter moving quickly and matter is energy moving very slowly, the speed or frequency at which you vibrate determines where in the spectrum you are.

Now each of the colors is a facet or a face, an angel or an angle of the Pure White Light, which is the Buddha/Krishna/Christ consciousness.  Red is catabolism or righteous indignation or Din or judgement.  Blue is anabolism, the Peace King that builds up.  Green and Orange are Flora and Fauna, Orange is appetite, sexual and other wise, I always think of Hod as the Horned God.  Green is kind of mysterious and hard to describe, essentially it stores the energy of the sun in a form that living creatures can use, as fuel.  Purple is another one that is difficult to describe, it is the most balanced of the colors, being like steam, the combination of fire and water, slightly more cold than it is hot.  It is the color of the Magus, the magician, that has married the male and female inside himself in the form of creative intelligence, this is the god man.  Yellow is the integrating intelligence, it is the color of sense of humor, it figures out how to get all the energies to cooperate for a successful endeavor.

THE PURE WHITE LIGHT

It has always been a mystery to me that everybody thinks they know what the Messiah should act like or how he should be.  If you know what he should be doing you can do it yourself, but if you need to be saved you necessarily do not know what the Christ consciousness is.  People think of the Christ personality is an absence of personality, quite the opposite is true, it is the source of all personality.  I refer to this as the Messiah Paradox.

“So, because you are lukewarm–neither hot nor cold–I am about to spit you out of my mouth.”  Revelation 3:16

People think that the messiah is going to be loved by all and openly recognized by all as the Messiah, this is not the case, the Messiah, the Logos is the incarnation of Logic and Reason, that is what makes him the son of god.  As such only those people who have attained to wisdom and are not pretenders to wisdom will be able to recognize him.  Jesus was a revolutionary figure and as such he was more a Satanic figure to most people, he threatened their perception of reality, he threatened the peace of the community, he threatened the authority of the structures of authority…

34“Do not suppose that I have come to bring peace to the earth. I did not come to bring peace, but a sword. 35For I have come to turn

“ ‘a man against his father,

a daughter against her mother,

a daughter-in-law against her mother-in-law—

36a man’s enemies will be the members of his own household.’c

37“Anyone who loves their father or mother more than me is not worthy of me; anyone who loves their son or daughter more than me is not worthy of me. 38Whoever does not take up their cross and follow me is not worthy of me. 39Whoever finds their life will lose it, and whoever loses their life for my sake will find it.

http://biblehub.com/niv/matthew/10.htm

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RED DOOR (PAINTING)

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This is a painting I did based on my having rationalized so many occult systems.  I have not only wrapped my mind around the original metaphorical and allegorical meaning of the people that created the systems.  I look from their perspective.  They were all saying the same thing in different ways and when they appear to disagree with one another it is because of Shenanigans on the part of people in relationship with their authority.  They conceal the origins of their religion, and the connections of their religion to other religions.  They transliterate their prophets to conceal vital interpretations, rescuing their prophets from themselves when what they said and did are contrary to the current taboos of society.  What this does is attenuate the light and obfuscate the truth, it makes the message impotent.  

The red door in this painting is symbolic of kundalini and is also an escape from this plane into higher spiritual planes in th form of tantra.  The two serpents represent the Ida and the Pingala of kundalini, the male and female serpents that wrap around the sushumna, or the spine, the same two serpents that were eaten up by the staff of moses.  Also on the staff of merlin there were two warring dragons, fighting over the pearl of immortality, in that symbol the wings are on the dragons instead of being on the pearl such as in the aten of Egypt.  

Also the founding books of Modern Voodoo are the 6th and 7th books of moses.  If you read the account of moses correctly you realize that he is using voodoo curses to bring to its knees a power greater than himself with more resources than he has.  Voodoo has always been the weapon of revolution when one was fighting a superior foe with next to no resources. 

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The light coming threw the door takes on the shape of the morning star, the herald of the light, the first celestial body that appears to signal the coming of dawn and the rising of the sun.  When Jesus referred to himself as the morning star was he not referring to himself as the devil?  the light bearer?  the Ferrier of light?  Lucky fire? Lucifer? 

Lucifer (/ˈlsɪfər/ or /ˈljsɪfər/) is the King James Version rendering of the Hebrew word הֵילֵל in Isaiah 14:12.[1] This word, transliterated hêlêl[1] or heylel,[2] occurs only once in the Hebrew Bible[1] and according to the KJV-influenced Strong’s Concordancemeans “shining one, morning star, Lucifer”.[2] The word Lucifer is taken from the Latin Vulgate,[3] which translates הֵילֵל aslucifer,[Isa 14:12][4][5] meaning “the morning star, the planet Venus“, or, as an adjective, “light-bringing”.[6] The Septuagint renders הֵילֵל inGreek as ἑωσφόρος[7][8][9][10][11] (heōsphoros),[12][13][14] a name, literally “bringer of dawn”, for the morning star.[15] ~wikipedia

“I, Jesus, have sent my angel to give you this testimony for the churches. I am the Root and the Offspring of David, and the bright Morning Star.”Revelation 22:16.” Just as I have received authority from my Father, I will also give him the morning star.” Revelation 2:28

How you have fallen from heaven, morning star, son of the dawn! You have been cast down to the earth, you who once laid low the nations! Isaiah 14:12

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“Can’t Get the Vertical Without the Horizontal”

Hello students of the mysteries, this is Noah Socrates speaking to you via Aetheriphone.  Today we will discuss one of the golden verses of Shivastus Solomonicus. I am here in the Akashic Library preparing to expound on what it was that our brother meant.  Though this particular parchment was lost to history I from my vantage point, my perch if you will out of time have the ability to restore the text as I can see it while he was writing it.  So here is what Shivastus wrote as he explained his philosophic calculus:

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In my long life it has been my privilege to observe human behavior and to document the patterns that end in success and those that end in failure.  Some groups are astoundingly successful in spite of their lack of righteousness and virtue and others are not while others fail in spite of their beatifications.  When I was creating the Zed I made certain that if they followed my instructions and upheld my covenant they would see success for all of their hard work.  Their is a proper way to relate to one another, this relationship that governs success in relationship existed before the heavens and the earth existed.  The early greek philosophers knew of it, many gurus in India knew of it, some Kabbalist rabbis still know of it, Rumi and Shams knew of it.  Every religion in its uncorrupted form is based on it. Every science and structure of authority is based on it insofar as they haven’t been tarnished. 

There are many ways to speak of it but their is only one way to practice it.  Equality under reason, the praxis of the rational, the walking on the path, but these metaphors do not predispose themselves to being understood so one needs a guru a teacher, the philosopher king.  Observe the way the bible spoke of this relationship:

“For where two or three gather in my name, there am I with them.”  Matt. 18:20

      “By this all men will know that you are my disciples, if you love one another.” John 13:35
The buddha/krishna/christ consciousness separates itself into 4 attributes just like the tetragrammaton, those four are Love, Justice, Wisdom, and Responsibility.  The act of theurgy is to integrate these 4 elements correctly realizing that the center of the cross is not separate from it’s 4 extensions.  So they cannot live in a vacuum.  An act cannot be just but unwise and unloving.  Just as an act cannot be loving but irresponsible and unwise.  The trick is to make every act just, loving, wise, and responsible at the same time.  
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Upon incarnating in physical existence we all sign a contract to make ourselves like god and to understand god, he is the Macrocosm and we the Microcosm.  We perform on a smaller scale what he performs on a grand scale.  We call this theurgy, performing the work of god.  We learn from our trials to be like god.  We integrate the 4 elements like an alchemist, the quintessence is love but it is an intelligent, wise, responsible, and just love.  We are the prodigal children and our job is to understand the plight of the creator, he wants to be understood, after all we can’t love what we don’t understand, neither can we appreciate it.  So just as tiphareth in the sephyr yetzirah we must perform the duty of the Christ and marry the elements of our nature. 
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God only exists in proper, equal, relationship which means nobody over estimates their value or their needs.  Crazy people and evil people are not less self-interested, they are more self-interested.  They vex the spirit focusing on the letter of the law instead of the spirit of the law and thereby they thwart reason.  One dirty dog can ruin all of the saffron water of an entire village.  In military strategy their is one major rule, never fight a battle on two fronts, but we truthseekers, sadakas, tzaddicks, Zed do not have that privelege.  The war against ego, or idolatry because all over emphasis is a subtle form of idolatry must contend with egotism internally as well as externally.
This word “agree” came from the cult of the augure’s that created the entire philosophy of the western civilization from religion to science to structures of authority to the rules governing the powers and duties of the president of the united states.  There are certain things that presuppose this type of relationship, communication, participation, agreement,and understanding.  Without these things god doesn’t exist.  God is reason in man, and his power cannot and will not be unleashed without proper relationship, all must recognize the authority of reason and submit to it.  Even the word Authority hearkens back to the cult of the Augures, the word auctoritas, august, agora, and augury.  The ancient word for reason was so complicated that it doesn’t even translate into this modern language and for the most part it has been forgotten about.  It is the ability of man to arrive at the correct conclusion through conversation, thought, experimentation, participation, and agreement.  It is that which succeeds and survives and gets good results.  
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Since St. Thomas journeyed to the east and created Mahayana Buddhism there has been an ancient similitude between the original uncorrupted teachings of the Christ and those of Shiva and Buddha.  The ineffable name can only be spoken through one’s thoughts, feelings, actions, and words, which is why it is unspeakable.  This is a little known secret that I am revealing to you.  Compare it if you will the the eightfold path that frees one from the wheel of karma…
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There is only one reason on this planet.  There is not feminine reason and male reason, there is not eastern reason and western reason, there is only reason.  Do not be distracted with other things, your walking on your path and perfecting your soul which is your philosophy is the destination.  The walking on the path is the destination.  Do not be concerned with arriving.  In this life or the next it is the walking on the path that takes you where you want to go.  Nowhere else is worth going, no other path brings you to yourself, every other heaven is a distraction and it is impermanent, cling instead to your path and your theurgy.  
I exhort you.
Frater S. S. 
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The Alchemical Marriage of Shivastus Solomonicus

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originally posted August 13, 2014 as part of the predictive meditations channeled from Shivastus Solomonicus by Joxua Luxor… Updated today as he was editing his book for publication.  

Hello students of the Mysteries, this is Noah Socrates talking to you from the Akashic Library by the Technology of the Aetheriphone.  This is reconstructed from the lost manuscript of Shivastus the Last Organon.  Around his 300th year of life Shivastus achieved the level of spiritual attainment of the third eye chakra also known as the 6th heaven.  He spontaneously entered into a deep samadhi state and sat without moving, eating, drinking, defecating or urinating for a month and 10 days.  According to his meditation this is what he experienced:

I saw myself as Adam and I was married to Eve.  I saw my life from beginning to end, all 930 years of it.  I lived to make Eve happy and god happy and in the end she made me miserable for it.  There wasn’t a single happiness that she didn’t rob me of.  Even when I wanted to die for lack of the experiences that would make my soul glad to remain on earth her soul called out to mine and wailed and appealed to my emotions until I felt I owed it to her to remain in Hellish torment.  When finally I was able to shuffle off my mortal coil, a figure appeared before me and said, “I am your god and father, kiss me my son, I am grateful of your return.”

I was horrified, “You are MY god???”  I cried, “My god would not have subjected me to that insult known as life, that humiliation, that repugnancy, that redundancy, that furious dance of futility.  Why would one pick a perfect diamond soul from the emerald green tree of life and dip it in the murky turd water of human experience.”

Sanat Kumara looked sad, “Are you serious? I created the experience known as “Life” so that people could learn what it feels like to be me, surrounded by children incapable of understanding me, these angels.  Those that chose to shoulder this crucifix are my prodigal children.  In life you perform on a microcosmic level with some help what I perform on a macrocosmic scale, the balancing and combining of the four elements earth, water, fire, and air.  You perform theurgy, the art of the fifth element, the quintessence.  I do the same thing in the act of creation but I create those elements out of my essence which is nothingness.  I gave man creative intelligence so he can choose to be like me.  An artist in the act of creation does me worship in creating art.  There is no greater form of flattery.”

Adam responded, “Ok, that may be, perhaps I was too hasty but what is the deal with this creature called woman?  What was the need for that cruel joke?  That slave-driving succubus, that vitriolic vampire, that life sucking Lillith?”

Sanat Kumara affectionately responded, “Well, my Son, that was a necessary evil, in that world I am the demiurge, and Nature reflects my personality.  Life necessarily needs to be difficult.  At one time there weren’t two sexes, every creature was a hermaphrodite, Hermes Aphrodite, they were the Adapa, they reproduced without sex, but they were too unstable, erratic, violent mood swings, or no emotions at all, deep depression, and the children that were subject to it became even more damaged.  It was entirely unstable.  So I arranged for the sexes to be split and the duties to be specialized.  The female dominant brains would focus on the pleasant things that they liked assuming an environment in which they could do so and the surplus created by another for them to dote upon their children and themselves.  The greatest evil the woman would know about would be the man.”

“Men on the other hand gaze into the abyss, Nature, my personality, they wrestle with nature and reality, they meditate on conflict and how to win, they are death seekers, philosophers, homo sapiens, wise man, Buddha’s at their best.”

“The Holy Trinity, which I branded into every living organism is Tripartite, three-fold in nature, the Tresante Trinosophia, the tripura sundari.  There is the Father, the Mother, and the Son.”

“The Father represents Wisdom, logic, and reason.  His interests are externalized into the environment, the world, maths, sciences, astronomy, philosophy, psychology, and the occult.  The father is concerned with the city, the polis, police, policy, and politics.”

“The Mother represents moral authority, charity and mercy, has her attention turned in, she focuses on her emotions and her desires, life, babies, puppies, kittens old people, the crippled, the needy, and the beggars.  Her attention is in the house, the oikos, and the economy.  She takes care of the children, pays the wages, keeps the cellars full of wine, and the cupboards full of sweetmeat, and rules the slaves.”

“In ancient times this was understood better, before that wisdom was lost, nature was killed off, the earth shackled with roads and suffocated with cities, scarred with mines, but soon she will shake off these evildoers like a bitch shakes off fleas and then drowns them in a river.  There are the Sattvic, Rajasic, and Tamasic gunas.  In ancient Greece it was the Philosopher kings, the Guardians, and the Slaves.  The mother’s function was modeled after the primum mobile, the prime mover unmoved.  Godself doesn’t act directly on the earth, it is inert and unmoving in the earth.  Any movement from god self would be a negation of god self.  Time didn’t exist until creation existed, therefore the prime mover is before time, and therefore movement is impossible for him.  He influences the earth through his holy spirit, his Shekinah, his Colume, that is the function of the wife.  The man moves in the world but on returning to the house he lifts nary a finger accept to the humiliation of his wife.”

“The son represents action, the mother emotion, and the father understanding and reason.  When all is well in the house the mother respects and submits to the father, and the son listens to his mother who doesn’t usurp the father’s authority or corrupt his message, until such a time as the mother’s authority ends and the son enters the domain of the tutelage of the father, which is the world.  Reason must have more control over action than morality does or things will go badly in the world and in the polis and in the oikos.  One’s feet must be quick to run to goodness.”

Adam spoke again, “It makes so much sense hearing you say it but it would take a million lifetimes to get relationship right.  I seriously doubt my ability to make it happen. ”

Sanat Kumara, “Ha, ha!  And so that has been the case.  The power of god can only be unleashed in proper relationship.  When anyone is not doing their duty this vexes the spirit and it can be felt by those that are sensitive to my will.  The problem is humorous in a kind of unfunny way that only a god could laugh at, when the soul incarnates it splits, part of the soul becomes male and the other female, with any luck they find each other and marry, but this is just the beginning of the problem.  It is strange to think that the organelles of the brain are really little brains themselves, but we have a singular voice and a singular perspective even though we have two eyes, and we have a singular sense of self.  I am me.  Since men and women come from two halves of the same soul it seems they should get along easily, but I will tell you a secret, the soul of bodichitta, the heart mind is both analytical and emotional.  In female minds emotion is dominant and in male minds analysis is dominant.  Every word spoken or thought and every event has emotional data and analytical data.  Women think that the highest authority is moral authority and that the solution must be pleasant in order to be correct.  Women seek to expand and increase their authority, moral authority, which has an envelope of application and an arena where it gets no good results whatsoever, unless a woman realizes this and bows before Sapiential Authority, she will destroy everything and everyone around her over and over again.  She will turn women into men and men into women and treat everyone as children.  It will be a very pleasant environment as long as there is a surplus to sustain it and until there is a rapacious band of men that has no respect for moral authority and then the feminine system of authority will crumble like a gingerbread house.”

“True femininity and by true I mean uncorrupt, unperverted, that which succeeds, is latent within true masculinity and vice versa, and the father is the son.  One is not different from another just as there is only one sun in the heavens at sunrise, high noon, sunset, and midnight.  This is the meaning of the yin and yang, this is the mystery of the virgin birth, and this is how Isis resurrected Osiris by getting pregnant from his corpse and conceiving Horus.”

“You must make the journey yourself, I can only point you in the right direction.”  Saying this Sanat Kumara took his thumb and placed it on the forehead of Adam.

Shivastus Solomonicus stirred from his 40 day and 40 night vigil.  Some of his disciples sat expectantly tending to him with gifts of grapes, and dates, and pomegranates to break his fast.

“Did you attain enlightenment master?”  One of them asked.

“A new level of enlightenment, yes?” eagerly queried another.

“How do you feel?” pondered a third.

“I feel…

I feel thirsty…

for a warm chai tea….”  Shivastus serenely responded.

FIN